Filed to story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
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I was so happy when Queen Riviana asked the others to leave and told me to stay. She had figured out what was happening right away. And thanks to her, I was able to meet Rudy. His name was Rudoplhus Desmodius and he was a demon. That didn’t matter to me though. He was the most handsome man I had ever seen. He even made me forget about King Joaquin and that was a feat. Then again, that could have just been the magic of true love and fate at work here.
After we got to meet and talk a little bit at the hospital, we both had to get back to work. He was training to be a guard for the royal family and had come back to this world with Queen Riviana after she had ventured into the underworld to save and protect us all. She was such an amazing queen.
The day after I met Rudy I didn’t have to work. I was happy about that. And since he was just training and not actually working, he was given some time off. Then again, I had a feeling that the royal family was very lenient with their staff. Queen Riviana seemed to be an amazing person.
Rudy, only having been in this world for a couple of months, didn’t know how to drive, that meant that I needed to pick him up for our date. I was usually so shy and reserved when I met new people like this, and I never was the one to take the initiative this way. I was so old school that it had really made me not have very many relationships at all. I think it was that he was my mate that I was even doing this at all.
I didn’t want to go inside the castle when I got there to pick him up. I didn’t usually go in there and it made me nervous when I did. Even though I was working directly with the king and queen at the hospital, being in their home just seemed different somehow.
Rudy came out of the house to get into my car after the guard at the door told him I was there. I was trying not to shake as I waited for him, hoping that it wasn’t all some dream or something that I had made up. It would be just like me to have made up this whole thing in a sleep deprived state of exhausted daydreaming.
It wasn’t until Rudy came out of the extremely large building that I started to feel relieved. Well, this proved that he was real at least. Let’s just hope that it continues going well and that he actually knows who I am as well.
Was I a total creep or a perv because I watched him intently as he walked down the stairs and came toward me? Was that a bad thing? Was I like totally wrong here? I mean, I was ogling him. I was turning him into some sort of love god inside of my mind, and I didn’t even know if he would want to be with me that way.
I was getting way ahead of myself here. We just met yesterday. I hadn’t even held his hand yet. I hadn’t hugged him. I hadn’t kissed him. We hadn’t done anything at all yet. And here I was imagining him naked and doing things to me that I had never thought about before in my life. I mean, I have never done them with anyone else. They were all just stupid fantasies that came out of nowhere. I didn’t even know that they were my fantasies until this moment either.
Oh Goddess, I think that my inexperience is going to become a major issue here. I was always just a good girl, so I didn’t really do stuff like this all that much. And because of that, I had only even been with one man in the past. And that had been when I was in college six years ago. I was almost thirty now and I was practically a virgin. What was this man going to say about that when he found out?
I needed to calm down. If I didn’t, I was likely to hyperventilate and pass out while sitting here in my car. That would just be great, May. Let’s let that happen to us right now so we can make the man that we want as our mate run for the hills. That would just be perfect.
Hahh! I had to stop with the sarcasm and self loathing at the moment. I needed to woman up and deal with this right now, because Rudy was literally about to get into my car. And that meant that if I hadn’t imagined it all, I would be going on a date with my mate for the very first time.
The door opened and Rudy slid into the passenger seat. I was once again struck by his scent and felt that immediate connection and jolt of surprise all over again. It was so intoxicating that it made me want to keep sniffing the air like I was a dog. Well, I was a wolf but that was besides the point.
“U..uh..uhm, H..h..hi.” I stuttered my way through the most awkward greeting of my life. And the smile I was wearing probably made me look like a lunatic! GAH! I was so bad at all of this.
I could just imagine it now. Rudy was going to get scared off by my stupid face. He was going to get out of the car and run away. He would probably even go back to the underworld so that he never had to see me again. And then I was going to be left all alone forever. That would just be my luck.
“Hello May. I am so happy to see you.”
Rudy 鈥?My Date With May
I was notified by Wayne, the guard at the front of the castle, that May was here to get me. We had arranged that she would pick me up since I didn’t have a car and I didn’t know how to drive. This was the best option for us in the long run. And I didn’t really see a problem with it. I just wanted to spend some time with her.
When I walked out through the door and toward her car, I saw that May was watching me. I liked that. I had never had someone look at me like May was. She was looking at me like the fact that I was a demon didn’t matter. She was looking at me like she wanted me. And that was a very good thing in my mind. It would mean that I would be free to want her as well.
Ever since I had come to the mortal realm, I had started having these urges and feelings. I didn’t understand them at first, and it scared me quite a bit, but I talked to Alexio and Vincent about them. I trusted Vincent the most out of the men that worked for Queen Riviana, and I knew that he wouldn’t judge me for what I was telling him.
According to Vincent, I was just experiencing lust and sexual urges. It was apparently normal for men to feel this way and it in no way made me out to be a bad person. I, having been a demon that lived their entire life in the underworld, had never been intimate with someone before. Though now that I was here and surrounded by people, I wanted to be with someone. Seeing couples in real life and on the TV, it all made me want what they had. I wanted to be like the rest of the people here. I wanted to have a lover. I wanted to be intimate. I wanted to kiss and hug someone. I wanted it all.
And of course, Shane had come to me last night after finding out about me mating with May. He brought with him a stack of movies that he told me I needed to watch. I didn’t know what they were going to be since none of them had titles on them, but I was more than shocked by them. They were images of naked men and women. And they were doing things that made me feel very excited. I..I knew that they were having sex. I had been told about it, but I hadn’t known what it was until then. Now though, I knew a little bit about what I was supposed to be expecting.
I tried not to think about the people having sex in the movies as I slid into the car with May. I didn’t want her to think that I was a weirdo or a freak, or anything else like that. She was smiling at me so beautifully and all I could think about was what might be hiding under her clothes. I guess I really was a demon. I was so stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
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“U..uh..uhm, H..h..hi.” She sounded nervous, probably because of me. I did my best to smile at her in a comforting and nonthreatening way, I hope I succeeded.
“Hello, May. I am so happy to see you.”
“Oh wow.” She exhaled heavily as if she were shocked by something. “Uhm, should we go to dinner now?”
“Yes, of course.”
I sat in the passenger seat of the car as May drove us into town and to the restaurant. I had never been to this place, but it was apparently one of her favorites. That was fine with me. I would eat anything at all, and I wanted to know more about what she liked. Too bad I was too preoccupied to pay attention to where we were. I was watching her and only her the entire time that we drove here.
I walked around to her side of the car and opened her door before she could. I knew how to be a gentleman. That had been taught to me by Shawn, Dietrich, David and Vincent. I was told that Shane could be a perfect gentleman when his wife was around, but other than that he was a crude jokester that no one but Riviana or Falena could handle. At least I had other examples to help me out here.
I took May’s hand, the first time that I had ever really done so, and guided her out of the car. I walked her into the restaurant while a man that was called a valet parked her car for us. A man inside showed us to our table, but I wasn’t paying attention to him at all. I was watching May and nothing else. I think I might have been making her feel embarrassed though, because her face was blushing bright red.
“I really hope that you like this restaurant.” May called out to me after I took my seat. I had pulled her chair from the table to help her sit before I sat down myself. I was trying to be the perfect date for her.
“I am sure that I will. If it is your favorite, then it must be good.” I was still smiling at her. Honestly, as long as I didn’t do anything to mess up, I would probably keep smiling until I got back to my room tonight. I was just that happy and excited to be here with her.
“What kinds of food do you like?” She asked me as she handed me one of the two menus that the waiter had left on our table.
“I will eat anything at all. I have not been here in this world for long, so I have not learned about food aversions or anything like that. To me, all the food in this world is amazing.
“Well, then you must be easy to please.” She giggled then, and oh it was such an amazing sound. I was so happy to hear it. It was an adorable sound, so sweet and lovely. And it meant that she was having a good time with me. This date was going well.
We continued to talk all through dinner. I ordered something that sounded decent to me and told me it was a good meal that I would like it. While we ate that meal, we talked about her family and how she had grown up. She was still close to her mother and father who lived here in the city. She had a sister and a brother that were both younger than her. She was a very family oriented person and she was so loving and sweet.
