Filed to story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
“Yes, sweetheart, I know she will be OK. She will be home soon and then we will make sure that she doesn’t leave us like this ever again.”
I had heard what I needed to, even though this wasn’t the full explanation. I was trying to figure out how to help my little girl and make things easier on her. The problem was, I didn’t know how to handle this.
“Talia?” I had a sudden thought. “Do you want to talk to some more people who are like you? Some more people that can hear the whispering people?”
“You know people like that, Daddy?” She looked surprised.
“Yes, I do.” I grinned to let her know it was OK.
“I would love to meet them.”
After the talk, we finished our Daddy daughter date. Talia fell asleep before the movie was over, so I carried her up to her room and put her to bed. She had a good night and I found out what I needed to.
The day after I took Talia out, I took Rika out. She wanted to go to the North Pole. OK, not the actual North Pole, but the amusement park that was nearby. So, I took her. We went and rode all of the rides. I got her junk food and candy galore. She got to play all day long and she also fell asleep, but on the way home.
On Sunday, I took Reagan out for his father and son day. He wanted to be a ‘big boy’, which apparently meant doing less babying things. The actual result was that he wanted to go fishing and hiking through the mountains.
Reagan and I talked a lot that day. More than Rika and I had. Reagan had been worrying a lot about his mom, and that made me feel bad. I knew that he and Rika were having a really hard time. I did my best to reassure them both and let them know that Mommy would be back soon. They both seemed to feel a lot better by the time that their days were done.
I was just glad that by the time that it was all over and done with, all three of my kids were feeling a little bit better. And they might be feeling a little bit closer to their dad too. I just hated that this was all that I could do for them. These small little outings and silly little days.. I wanted to do more for them.
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Riviana
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With no other choice but to approach the gate into purgatory, I steeled my nerves and straightened my back. I needed to be the Goddess and Queen that people expected me to be, the one that I knew that I could be. This was it. This was the true start to the purgatory journey.
Zachary, Zander, Zayden and I walked toward the four guards that were welcoming the guests of purgatory. I mean, I guess that is what you would call it since they were the ones granting them entry into the place.
I had a sudden thought. Would they deny someone entry to purgatory? Would they tell them that they didn’t belong there and leave that soul out here for all of eternity? What would happen if a soul meant for damnation came here? What would they do when someone that wasn’t dead came here?
These were all just a few of the thoughts that were running through my mind as I approached the gate with the boys. I saw that there were four men guarding the gate and they all looked like they were from different stages of life. One of them looked so old that he was likely to drop dead right here and now. There were two that were middle aged, one just approaching it, or starting it, and the other one just about to be considered elderly. And one of the men looked like he was young, in his late teens or early twenties.
Aside from these men at the gate, I saw that there were dozens, if not hundreds, of more guards in the back of the area. They looked to be quite well staffed. I don’t know why I didn’t notice how many guards were here to begin with. How is it that I was able to see the punishments and look past everything else?
I guess that didn’t matter right now. I just needed to keep moving. I needed to get across that threshold to the other side and then find the door to the next level. The next level should be the Halls of Damnation. That would be where I would find Hekate. That was where I would be able to put an end to her and finally find a way out of here.
“Next.” The oldest guard, the one that looked wizened and on death’s doorstep, called out to the next soul. That meant that the boys and I were to be next. Even though everyone else was here alone, I was here with three little boys, so I was not going to be going up there alone.
“Next.” The youngest of the guards spoke next, beckoning me forward. He wasn’t even looking at me. He was just staring at the stone in his hands and preparing to scan me for my punishment. “Look straight ahead and do not move.”
I felt the heat from the light coming off of his tablet as it tried to scan me.
“I am not here for punishments.”
“Do not speak.” The man snapped at me. “I will scan you and send you where you belong.” He sounded like he normally dealt with souls pleading for themselves and he was already tired of it.
“I understand that you don’t want me to talk, but I am not dead. I am not here for punishment.”
“Look, I know you don’t want to deal with the fact that you are dead, but this is the process that you must follow.” He was clearly annoyed. I could see the emotion perfectly in his red eyes that weren’t even looking at me.
He was quite the unique looking person. Fit and tall, a lot like Joaquin. He even had black hair like Joaquin. Only this man was pale where Joaquin was tanned. His eyes were red. His face wore a permanent scowl. And he looked like he was just a boy compared to Joaquin.
“When the scanning is complete, please move on so that you do not hold up the line. You will be taken to your punishment where you will serve your time. The length of your sentence will also be given to you at the..”
He stopped speaking in the middle of his explanation and just stared at the tablet in his hand. I could tell that he was confused by what he saw. And it was clear that he didn’t know what to do right now.
“Th..th..this can’t be.” He was still staring at the device with wide open eyes. “I need to scan you again.”
He still didn’t look up, but I felt the light start to move over me again. He was determined to find where my punishment was supposed to be, but it wasn’t working. I was glad to see that, though. I didn’t want to think about what would have happened to me and the boys if they put us into a punishment.
“The scan is almost complete. Do not move, do not speak, just stand there. When it is done, I will give you your punishment and the length of your..”
He stopped again. The scan had finished and it was clear that there was no sentence or punishment being listed for me. That was when he looked up at me and actually decided to look at me.
I watched as his already wide red eyes got wider and he tried to figure out what was happening. He took in the look of determination on my face and then moved lower. He saw that I was wearing clothes and not walking around naked. Then he saw that I was with the boys and that they were clinging to me.
“What is all of this? Children do not belong in purgatory. What is going on here? How come you have children with you? How come there is no reading on where your soul belongs? I can’t even get a reading on if you belong in paradise or torment. What are you?”
“I am still alive, that is what is going on here. I am just here metaphysically. These boys are the children that I am pregnant with back on earth.”
“That’s impossible. It’s beyond impossible, it’s insane.” He looked like he was about to fully freak out.
