Filed to story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
“No, it will get your heart rate up. It’s not allowed.” I could hear how hard he was fighting for control right now. I could probably break that control of his really easily if I tried just a little.
“Come on Joaquin.” I pleaded with him in a soft voice as I leaned against him more. That movement slid him just a little close toward my opening and made it that much easier for me to grind against him. “Please, Joaquin. I need you. We will ask Griffin later but don’t deny me now. Please.” I continued to beg him in a soft, seductive tone as I pressed against him. “Please.”
I heard him growl once right as there was almost an audible snapping sound to signify his control being torn to shreds. With Joaquin’s control now out the window I was able to recapture his mouth and continue that mind blowing kiss.
As soon as my lips were locked on his, Joaquin shifted me a little, just enough so that he could slide into my opening and pull me down his long hard shaft.
“Ahh!” I threw my head back and cried out with pleasure. “Ahh, Joaquin.” I called his name, urging him on.
He didn’t thrust though. He didn’t do much of anything just yet, he just seemed to sit there and revel in the feel of our union. I had to admit, it felt more than amazing right now.
Finally, Joaquin started to move. Actually he had taken hold of my hips and started gently rocking me back and forth. He was making the same movement, soft gentle rocking motions. It was slow, it was gentle, and it was unlike any of the other times that we had ever been together before.
Still, it felt amazing. I could feel him throbbing with every sway of my hips and every rock of his. It was mind boggling how something so gentle and slow could have me already feeling my orgasm building, but it was there nonetheless.
Joaquin was fighting hard not to be rough or cause my body too much stress. Goddess, I love him and how considerate he was. I needed a little more though, just a little more connection. I leaned forward, throwing my head onto his shoulder and placing my lips against his mate mark.
Once my mouth was in position I sucked hard on the mark that I had left on him. He growled as if he were still fighting for his control and my mouth was making it worse for him. That hadn’t been my intention, I just wanted to taste him in an intimate way.
The rocking got just a little faster, nothing more. It was fine, it was all that I needed. I felt my orgasm reach its limit and spill over. As soon as my body started to spasm and I clenched around Joaquin’s already throbbing shaft he had reached his limit as well. He exploded inside of me with a thundering growl. It sounded like he was releasing all the energy he was fighting not to ram into my body.
“I’m sorry.” Joaquin panted as he rested his head on my shoulder.
“For what?” I was confused.
“I didn’t want to hurt you but I didn’t want to deny you. I know that wasn’t very pleasurable for you.” He looked as if he was wounded, like he hadn’t just made me come already.
“Joaquin you idiot.” I slapped his wet chest and laughed at him.
“What?” He looked confused.
“It was still perfectly wonderful for me. If anyone should be sorry it’s me. You had to hold back so much that you were fighting yourself the whole time.” I wanted to feel sad about it but I was too happy.
“It felt amazing for me as well. I didn’t need to slam into you to feel the power of our connection. Yeah, I fought my wolf for control but he’s a beast. I wasn’t going to let him be in charge right now. I wasn’t fighting myself for control, just the beat that would have been too rough with you. I love you, Riviana, and any time I am with you is amazing. This just proved it to me. Goddess, but it was truly beautiful and perfect.”
“Oh Joaquin.” I slapped him again as I teared up. “Stupid pregnancy hormones.” I laughed as I wiped a tear away. He didn’t know what he did to me.
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Riviana
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Once we were finished with our bath Joaquin made sure that I was set to rest and relax in the bedroom. I didn’t want to sit in the bed all day if Joaquin was with me. I would be able to move about the room, just not on my own. Joaquin would carry me anywhere in the house that I wanted him to. Hell he would probably carry me anywhere in the whole damn country. It would mean that he got to carry more which he apparently loved to do.
What I didn’t like, or really what I didn’t want, was Joaquin hovering over me nonstop while I sat on the sofa in our bedroom and was trying to read a book for one of the classes I was supposed to be doing online.
Every single time that I so much as shifted my weight or adjusted myself Joaquin would run over to me and start fussing.
“Are you alright? Do you need something? Is something wrong? Are the babies OK? Are you OK?” He fluttered around me looking for whatever it was that had caused me to move that tiny little bit.
“I’m fine Joaquin.” I sighed in exasperation when this happened for the third time this morning. “I just adjusted myself a little, that is all.”
“I just want to make sure.”
I know he was just trying to show me how much he cared and how much I was truly loved. And I felt it, I really did. But when he went from being seemingly absorbed by whatever he had been doing to fussing over me in less than half a second it kind of gave a girl whiplash.
I was spared having to have this whole conversation with Joaquin again, going over the same things that I had already said earlier in the morning, when Griffin was escorted to the room by Gabriel.
“Excuse me, Riviana, you have a visitor.” He knocked on the door and I welcomed the intrusion happily.
“Come in Gabriel.”
When the door opened Gabriel walked in with Griffin right behind him.
“Good morning Riviana.” Griffin smiled at me. “You’re looking well this morning. I can see that your first night at home went well.”
“It was a little overwhelming to be honest, but I managed. I took the medication that you gave me and I am doing fine right now. I’m just doing some studying at the moment.”
“That’s good. I just want to check your vitals and make sure that all is truly going according to plan.”
“By all means, go right ahead.”
I indicated the spot on the sofa next to me and encouraged Griffin to have a seat. Once Griffin was sitting next to me he pulled out the all too familiar blood pressure cuff and a stethoscope. There was also a battery powered pulse oximeter that he slid onto my finger that gathered its data while he manually checked my blood pressure.