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What they did was not for information. It was for the breaking.
I was beaten until the screams ripped free from my throat, even when my pride begged me to stay silent.
I had been prodded, and violated in every way imaginable. They dragged me again and again to the brink of death, only to wrench me back with cruel hands, there was no mercy. The longer I survived, the more creative they became.
Some days, the pain was so unbearable that my mind shut down, and I would slip into blessed darkness. But every time I opened my eyes again, the nightmare continued. To their credit, they did try to get rid of me. Several times.
But my body, cursed thing that it is, betrayed them. My healing ability was relentless, knitting back together the damage faster than they could inflict it. They turned to silver in desperation, searing it into my flesh to poison the rapid repair. It worked, partially. It slowed the process and left a map of scars etched into my skin.
Joe. I remembered him the most vividly.
He wasn’t like the others. He was worse.
He treated me like a puzzle. He peeled my skin back like the husk of a fruit, probing for the ‘monster’ he swore lurked beneath. Layer by bloody layer.
He would let me shrivel, let dehydration blacken my lips, cracked my tongue and twist my stomach into knots, only to dangle a single drop of water in front of me.
“Shift,” he would hiss, shoving the cup just out of reach. “Show me what you really are.”
But I was too weak to even to summon the beast he so feared.
I had screamed for death, begged for it in hoarse, rasping sobs until my voice gave out, but even death, it seemed, found me repulsive. It turned its back on me too, leaving me trapped in this decaying shell.
When they realized I was of no use to them and all that remained was a hollow, shivering thing, they simply… left me. Abandoned like a broken relic of the past, left to rot where no one would ever find me.
I could barely remember the world that existed beyond these four crumbling walls.
How the sunlight once kissed my skin, and the stars glittered across the night sky like scattered diamonds. The heat of summer soaking into my bones, the bite of winter’s chill, the bloom of spring, and the fiery explosion of colors in autumn.
I ached for it so deeply that sometimes it felt worse than the physical pain.
But those memories were fading now. Turning brittle and gray, and crumbling like ash in my mind.
I could hardly move anymore. My limbs were stiff, and unresponsive, shriveled close to the bone. My skin clung desperately to my frame and cracked like old parchment. I hadn’t bathed, or brushed my teeth. And I sure as hell still hadn’t been clothed.
To make things worse, as if they could somehow be, there wasn’t even a toilet in this wretched place. For three years, I’ve been sleeping in my own filth, and marinating in piss and sh*t and sweat and blood.
My hair had long since turned into a tangled, matted mass that drags behind me, knotted past my waist like dead vines.
But starvation was the true demon here. The agony of it, the slow gnawing from the inside, the way your stomach turned on itself, eating you alive, It drove me to madness.
I had eaten my own sh*t to stave off the hallucinations of starvation, and drank my own piss to keep from dying of thirst.
Each time I did, another piece of my humanity withered and died inside me. Until there was barely anything left that could call itself human.
I used to wonder if I was cursed. Now I knew I was. If even death would not touch me, then surely I was cursed. Nothing good had ever happened to me from the moment I first drew breath. And I hated, God, I hated everything about that.
I resented my mother for bringing me into this accursed life when she should have terminated me before I got the chance to develop. I resented my father for abandoning me without so much as a second glance. I hated everyone in this pack for turning their backs on me without attempting to give me the benefit of doubt.
If there’s one thing endless solitude and suffering has taught me, it’s that I am intangible and Insignificant. A speck in the grand scheme of things, easily forgotten. I was going to die here and no one would mourn me or even remembered I existed.
I turned my head, slowly, to glance at what Tobias had tossed beside me.
Probably the usual scrap of moldy pizza and maybe a sip or two of stagnant water if he was feeling generous.
But then I saw it. It jolted through my half-dead nerves like a lightning strike.
The cell door was ajar barely, but clearly unlocked.
For a moment, I just stared, too stunned to even breathe. I blinked several times, wondering if my mind was finally playing its cruelest trick yet.
But no, the truth stood stubbornly before me. Tobias, lazy, careless Tobias hadn’t locked it.
A strange, foreign sensation stirred deep within my hollowed-out chest. Hope.
It tried to blossom, stretching it weak tendrils toward the light. But I crushed it hard.
I could attempt to escape or die trying, at least. The probability of success was laughably small. Even if by some miracle I managed to slip past unnoticed, where would I even go in this state? I was barely skin stitched over brittle bones. I couldn’t remember what my own face looked like, but I knew I was no sight to behold.
I clenched my jaw, grinding down the thought like glass between my teeth.
I was going to die. That was inevitable. But if I must die, then let it be under the sky,with the cold wind on my skin and the stars bearing silent witness, or under the sun rays caressing my body, not rotting away, nameless, in this wretched tomb.
With a resolve so thin it could snap at any second, I forced my skeletal frame to move.
My legs trembled violently, unable to bear even the smallest weight. But I didn’t care.
I pressed one skeletal hand against the cold bars, the bones creaked in response. I dragged myself forward using the bars. My breathing came in labored gasps, like a drowning man tasting the surface for the first time. One foot in front of the other, One heaving breath at a time. Until, finally, I crossed the threshold.
SARGIS’ POV
“Not this again, Mother,” I groaned tightly, dragging a hand down my face.
“Yes, this again, son,” she snapped right back, her tone leaving no room for argument.
“You are the Lycan King. You ascended the throne five years ago, five years! And yet you still have no queen beside you. It’s unheard of! You must take a chosen mate, at once.”
I exhaled sharply.
My mother had been hounding me for weeks now, pressing this same tired argument with growing urgency. She wanted me to organize a mating ball, a ridiculous charade where every eligible she-lycan, she-wolf, or any other female creature worth the crown would parade themselves before me and I’d be expected to pick one like a merchant choosing cattle.
“And tell me, Mother,” I bit out, “is it my fault that I haven’t found my true mate yet? Is that something you believe I can force?”
She stiffened but said nothing.
“I refuse to take a chosen mate,” I continued, my anger was barely contained at this point.
“My true one is out there. Somewhere. I feel it in my very bones. One day, our paths will cross sooner or later. And when that day comes, I will not be bound to another in a hollow, meaningless union. I will not betray her that way.”
“Nonsense, Sargis,” she snapped, her golden eyes flashing.
“It has been five years. No Lycan king has ever gone so long without his mate. You need to start accepting the possibility that something could have happened to her. She may be dead, or worse. You must put the kingdom first, son. Your people need their Supreme Luna. The Court was made for two rulers, like Solaris and umbra, equal in power, balancing each other. You cannot keep fighting me on this.”
Her voice cracked slightly at the end, betraying her exhaustion and sorrow. But the weight of it only made my blood boil hotter.
I could feel the anger rolling off me in heavy, suffocating waves. Mother took an instinctive step back, as her beast sensed the rising storm within me.
The heat crawled up my spine, until it filled my chest and pushed against my ribs. My beast stirred beneath the surface maddened by the idea of taking another woman, someone not mine into my bed, and binding her with a mark that would have to be forcibly refreshed every d*mn week like some grotesque vampire ritual, filled me with disgust. It would not be love or honor. It would be a betrayal of everything I was born to protect.
And the consequences… if our true mates surfaced later, as they often did… The chosen mate would have to kill my fated mate to keep her crown. And I would have to slaughter her true mate to protect the throne.
“Mother,” I ground out, fisting my hands at my sides, “have you ever thought about who you would have been or where you would be if you had never found Father?”
She faltered.
“Sargis, sirun (my love),” she whispered, the old Khragnirn endearment spilling from her lips. “From a mother’s heart, I ache for you.” I completely understand your pain, and it saddens my heart each day that passes watching you leave the palace in search of your mate, traveling to countries, spending weeks and sometimes even months, only to come back home disappointed, miserable, and emptier each time.”
Her hand trembled at her side before she tucked it away.
“But from the Alphamaja’s seat (the king’s mother), I must remind you of your duty. This kingdom needs its Supreme Luna. It is not just tradition, son. It is stability. A united front that keeps other supernaturals in line.”
I closed my eyes, dragging another harsh breath into my lungs, feeling the war inside me rage louder. It all eventually boiled down to duty and honor. A battle I couldn’t win.
