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“I said I am fine,” I bit out.
“You waited for over a century to hold them.
You are allowed to be angry, love.”
“Are you purposely trying to make it hurt?” I demanded.
“I’m trying to remind you where it hurts. You shouldn’t have to hide your pain.”
“I am not hiding my pain. I would feel so much better after I have Skylar’s head and disgrace Zavier in the most humiliating way possible.”
“I want that too,” she sighed. “But I know that it wouldn’t make it hurt less. The satisfaction will fade and we would still have lost our firstborn.”
“Aysel, I have work to do.” I tried to remove her from my la*p but she hooked her arms around my neck and clung on. “Aysel, really “
“Valens, will you tell me how you feel? I’ve told you how I feel but you won’t say anything.”
“I feel awful, okay? Is that what you want to hear?”I could feel my heart race. “Can I go back to work now?” I felt like adding please’ at the end.
“You can’t just work and work and pretend nothing happened. You have to tell me how you feel,” her voice pitched a tinny bit higher.
“I feel awful!” I snapped, my heart racing faster.
“I was supposed to protect you and I failed. Do you know how many women I have tried to conceive with? For a year, my seed never took root and the first time in over a century that it does, I fail to protect it.” I pushed my hand into my hair, pulling. It was a bad habit I never seemed to leave behind.
“And sometimes sometimes I wonder how things would have been if I wasn’t me. If I was just a regular man, if I was not the cursed prince, I wonder if I would have loved you differently. And other times, I blame my wolf.
If I did not have a wolf as volatile as Zino, I may have looked at those pictures differently.”
I felt Zino stir. He whined and put his head down but I shut him out.
“You can’t hate your wolf.” Aysel put a hand over her mouth. “You are your wolf.” I didn’t need a reminder of what I learrned as a child.
“Sometimes I hate myself. Other times I hate Zavier and everyone in between. It was a mistake I could have avoided but it didn’t and it ended up costing too much.”
“I think we should see a therapist. Together.
Octavia recommended one and -” my phone rang. I’d never been happier to hear my annoying ringtone than I was then.
“It’s Jabari. I have to take this.” I pressed the green button and Jabari’s voice flooded into my ears.
“We have three hunters who claim to be close on Skylar’s tail but I just received news that Alpha Braxton is hiding her.”
“I forgot about that a*****e.” This was what I was good at battle- not talking about things left unsaid. “Raze his pack to the ground latest tonight.” I could have her head and destroy old enemies as I did so.
Valens wasn’t a talker, I knew that. I knew before I mentioned it that he would be averse to the idea of seeing a therapist as he would have to open up. What I hadn’t expected was for him to try to bury me with work all of a sudden to get me off his tail.
“This contains the history of our kind from the first king to the third. We went through a period when we had no monarch,” the Royal Historian said, picking up a book. “This book covers the history of wolves in the days when we didn’t have a stable rulership.” The book she produced next was the biggest I ever saw in my life.
“Am I really to read all these?” I asked, rubbing my neck. I knew there would be work to be done but these books would take months to read.
“No, you will get to read them but for the work we have to do now, I have a summary.” She produced what looked like a long novel. “This is something my predecessor wrote. It is a bit more concise with only six volumes.” She handed it to me. I took the book with reverence.
“It contains everything you need. The plan is for you to read a section in two days and the next evening, we can take a short walk and discuss what you’ve read,” she said as she set the other books aside.
“What if what if I forget to do the reading?” I smoothed down my skirt.
I hoped I didn’t sound unserious to her, already talking about shirking my reading as if I had more important things to do.
“‘Aysel ” She paused. “Can I call you by your given name, Luna?” I nodded. She gave me a small, fleeting smile. “Aysel, the point of teaching history is for you to know the mistakes we have made in the past so you can avoid them. I know you will dedicate yourself to learning our history but I want you to know that this is not school work.” How had she known what I’d thought of?
“Luna Levana will do a better job in coaching you on the duties and powers of a Luna but I must let you know now that you are the most important person in our world right now.” She reached over and I felt she wanted to give me a pat but she was too far away. “I know a bit of your history as I am drawn to history,” she continued. “I understand you will not always feel it but you must know that you are no longer just omega Aysel. You have been christened Aysel the curse breaker, Luna to Alpha Valens. Remind yourself of who you are every time you start to feel like your old self.”
“I will try,” I promised.
“I know you will and myself and the others will be here to support you and provide our knowledge whenever you need it.”
“Thank you,” I said.
“It is my pleasure to be of service to our curse breaker. We will begin our lessons tomorrow evening.”
After Avalon von Stein, I had to go over some things with Luna Levana. She was really nice and soft-spoken. It was almost impossible to believe she was one of the most powerful Lunas in the world.
“You are pretty chill for someone with so much power,’
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