Filed To Story: The Omega Destiny
*Im here because Thane got me out.”
“You got yourself out by staying alive.” She counters.
“What is the point of this conversation?” I ask confused.
“I don’t know. Maybe I want you to switch from accepting what happened to you to doing something about it. Maybe this whole thing is pointless. Maybe you need to deal with emotions that you haven’t dealt with that you need to get out before taking the Luna roll, Maybe I brought you here because you should start this revenge tour. Taking down the ring..taking down your….. whatever you want to call Mikhail. It starts here…with you…JF it was me…I would start here.” Raven nods, something like fire flashes in her eyes. I feel a powerful aura off her. I realize her alpha aura.
“Phase one of healing and getting your revenge that you deserve and more importantly. NEED…is getting rid of this shit hole. Can you, do it?” I stare at the building before realizing Raven is quiet, still waiting for an answer. I think in my heart of hearts, I know that if I asked Raven she would turn around and drive me back. I think this trip was more about her running from her emotions she needs to deal with and less of me starting my healing here, but maybe we can do both one and then the other. I don’t know.
I feel a sick feeling in my stomach, but also a desire to see the inside again. Call it sick, but I am curious to see what is left.
“Not what is left. What you overcame. What you came through. What you prospered from.” Raven nods at me, encouraging my decision. I must have said my previous statement outloud.
I tug on the mating bond a little and send a little love through the bond, I don’t think I have done anything wrong….yet by not telling Thane what we are doing. I mind??inked him that Raven and I were bonding but I think that he will rage when he discovers the truth. Not at me, hut her. Maybe a little at me, which I don’t want but I know it is out of protection. Maybe Cyrus can help us take the heat off the whole situation. A distraction? He was good at those.
“I’m scared that Thane is going to want to kill you. He’s been on edge lately.” I whispered, looking over to see her smiling.
I1 would enjoy the fight. Raven looks at me with a hint of blood lust in her e eyes. That same look Cyrus gets.
“Is that why you and Cyrus go back and forth so much? You two enjoy the fight?” I ask.
“We’re not talking about us.” Raven states 11
flatly.
Rising Pain
“Yet. A word you forgot to add.” ??interrupt.
“Why am I hearing this again?” she asks me, clearly frustrated. I am missing something.