Filed To Story: The Omega Destiny
“Okay….healing…girls trip. Healing girls’ trip. Sounds exciting.” I try and muster all the excitement I can while trying not to sound concerned. I hope we aren’t on the way to murder any of her past lovers or something, but I won’t pass up the opportunity to learn more about Raven.
“Mind??ink your man and tell him we’re going to do a girl bonding trip. I don’t want him to go feral and hurt anyone looking for you.” Raven requests
“Okay. He will still go feral, but the band lets him know how I am feeling. Are you concerned about Cyrus? Do you want me to let him know we are on a road trip?” I pull out my phone to type a message to him.
the out
“I don’t know. It’s complicated.” Raven sighs
“What’s complicated about it?” 1 ask.
“I don’t know how to move on. I don’t know how to let what happen go. I don’t….I can’t be rejected again. I can’t. I’ll die.” She whispers, her voice full of pain and anger. “The whole thing isn’t fair to Cyrus either.”
“I don’t think Cyrus cares.” I remind her. He is clearly all in for her, in every way.
“He doesn’t care now. But what if he does later? What if I can’t get past the pain? V do that again.” she shakes her head, speeding up with anger set on her features.
What if I’m not good enough? I wasn’t once you know. I can’t
“I don’t think Cyrus leaving should be a fear of yours. In fact, I know you leaving is a fear for him.” I turn my head away from her, looking out the window of the fast??oving, snow??overed trees.
“That’s not fair to him either.” Raven states quietly.
“Such is life Raven. We are all dealt with a hand. It’s what we do with what we are dealt that matters. We don’t have to be products of our situations or environments. We can move on from all of it. We will have bad days, but the good days will far outweigh the bad. I will take this life over what I had any day of the week. I hope at some point you can feel the same.” I turn toward her and smile before she rolls her eyes at me.
“Nice motivational speech.” She laughs at me.
Thanks. I am practicing for my first speech as a Luna. Are you going to tell me where we are guing?” I ask for the third time I believe.
“I know where Thane rescued you from. It was written on a file in his office. Hate to spring this on you, but we are going to start your revenge.