Filed to story: The Knight and the Moth Book PDF Free by Rachel Gillig
I hauled in air. When I opened my eyes, I expected to see the rose window high in Aisling’s cloister. But all I saw was the moon, hovering in its dark heaven. The moon-and Rory.
“I didn’t think.” He pushed my hair out of my face, careful of my shroud, and kept his hand at the nape of my neck as my feet found the rocks at the bottom of the pool.
I coughed. “It’s fine-“
“It’s not lost on me how terrible I’ve been. Growing up under the Artful Brigand-” He said it in a gasping rush, like it was he who’d been underwater. “I’m discourteous and utterly poisoned by contempt. I know that.” His throat hitched. “And I don’t know how to behave around you. You make me so fucking nervous. But letting you fall underwater when all you ever did at Aisling was drown, I-“
“Myndacious.” I reached up. Put a hand over his mouth. “It was an accident.”
He nodded too fast and wouldn’t look at me.
My hand slid to his cheek. “Rory.”
Silver moonlight painted his hair, his nose, the lines of his brow, and when Rory glanced down, I saw a misery in his eyes.
I’m sorry, he mouthed.
And just like that, another crack fissured in my heart.
“We should go back,” he said after a drawn silence. “You need your rest for tomorrow.”
“Not yet. Can you-” I didn’t want it to end like that, him riddled with guilt, me thinking of drowning. “My right shoulder,” I managed. “It’s a little sore.”
His focus drifted down my neck. Slowly, he reached for my shoulder.
I relaxed into his touch and let my head fall back. I looked up at the sky, the thousands of stars stitched upon a vast purple tapestry, reveling in the sensation of being held up in water and not pressed down.
“Your hair is pretty,” Rory murmured. “Like moonlight. And your skin is so soft. But beneath…” He kneaded my muscle. “If I were to bite down, I’d break my teeth on you.”
“If you were to bite down,” I said to the sky, “your bottom teeth would leave a crooked mark, unique as your fingerprint.”
Rory’s hand stilled. A flush rolled onto my face. “That’s what I thought when we first spoke at Aisling,” I muttered. “Outside the Diviners’ cottage. You smiled.”
He looked half amused, half something else. “And you were imagining what pattern my teeth might leave on your skin?”
“I was in the throes of the idleweed. Out of my senses.”
“Mm-hmm.” He resumed his ministrations. “Shall we see, then?”
I wondered if he could feel my pulse, drumming through the water. “Where would you bite me, knight?”
“Wherever you told me to, Diviner.”
My arms. My neck. My mouth, stomach, breasts. And maybe he knew, because his breath quickened, like he, too, was thinking of all the parts of me he might sink his teeth into.
I lifted my palm to his lips, just as thousands of palms had been lifted to mine during Divinations. Only now there was no viscous blood to swallow, just moonlight over a sheen of water. Rory held my gaze and slipped his teeth over the flesh below my thumb. Pressed down.
My lips parted. His bite was the same as his touch, exacting but gentle-a low, determined pressure. Then his teeth were gone. Rory shut his eyes. Sighed into my palm.
Replaced his teeth with his lips.
Rory kissed the place he’d bitten with arduous slowness. “I’d rather this left a mark instead,” he murmured into my skin.
He was a thief, stealing my breath, my reason. “May I ask something of you?”
He looked up.
“If tomorrow does not go well… will you find a home for the gargoyle? Will you keep looking for the Diviners?”
His grip on my hand tightened. “If you have imagined portents, let me dispel them. The only thing that matters in this world is the effort you exact, Diviner. And you have been working harder than anyone I’ve known. So, please-don’t look to dreams, and don’t look for signs. Just look forward. Tomorrow will go well.”
“Two things can be true at once, Myndacious. I can look forward. Work hard.” I labored over the word. “And still die. So I’m asking you. Will you find a home for the gargoyle? Will you keep looking for the Diviners?”
“Yes.” He drew closer, water sloshing around us, and I was aware of his body, mine-and the bareness of them beneath the spring’s surface. “The thing is-I think I’d do anything you asked of me.”
And then he was pulling away, moving farther into the pool, leaving me tangled in the beat of my own heart. “Try to get some sleep. I’ll see you in the morning.”
I remained unmoving ten seconds. Twenty. When Rory turned to give me privacy, I lifted myself out of the pool. Found my nightshirt. Threw it haphazardly over myself and glanced back at him. “Aren’t you coming?”
“I need a minute.”
I wandered back to the village. The mountainous earth was chill beneath my feet, and the Tenor sang its distant watery song. I stopped to listen. Noted how the moon had journeyed in the sky. How the wind through brome and heather was a delicate whisper.
And it startled me, that the loneliness I’d felt earlier was no longer so oppressive, as if put to sleep. The night was half-gone, and though I needed rest, I could not bring myself to mind that I was awake and out of bed. Everything was just so…
Beautiful.
I looked down at my hand. The marks from Rory’s teeth were still there. I’d been right-the bottom row looked like a crooked, crowded line of soldiers, unique as a fingerprint, as a line of stars.
I lifted my palm. Put it to my mouth. Ran my lips over the indents.
Maude and the gargoyle were still snoring when I returned to the inn. When I slept, I didn’t dream of Aisling Cathedral’s looming edifice or Diviners swathed in gossamer. I didn’t even dream of the Ardent Oarsman.
I dreamed of a knight with gold in his ears and charcoal around his eyes, who did all the ignoble things I asked of him.
Maude was up with the dawn, abrupt as the thundering sky. “It’s time.”
The gargoyle waltzed around our small chamber, humming a tune. I sat up in bed. Rubbed my shrouded eyes. “What has you so pleased?”
“Bartholomew suggested I act as your squire, since you have none.”
“My-“
Maude stepped back, revealing a pile of armor at the foot of my bed.
Her armor. “It won’t be an exact fit,” she said. “Not as effective as the one being made. But more protective than your leathers or chainmail alone. You’re strong enough to bear it.”
Maude’s armor was intricate-swirls that resembled billowing boughs engraved in the breastplate. “It was my mother’s,” she said. “And hers before.”
A lump formed in my throat. “You realize if I die you’ll likely lose it.”