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“Are you alright, Alpha? People are usually calmed by talk of their mate, that’s why I told you that.” Clover placed a hand on the fist I had clenched on the table. I pushed her hand off mine.
“Would you be calm if you heard your mate was hugging her ex?” My words were unnecessarily harsh to her. I wasn’t angry at her but she was the unfortunate bearer of bad news.
“She has an ex?” Clover’s face transformed to a comical one of horror. “But but she seems so virginal though.” I let out a harsh chuckle. “You let him live knowing he got to your mate before you? You’ve become more gracious than I recollect.”
I became hot with fury. There was no reason for that man to still have his head. There was no reason for me to let Beta Strauss go today after he insulted me by putting his hands on my mate. Why did I let these men go?
“Wow, I remember how you retaliated when you found the man who broke me in without my permission.” Her tone had a wry quality that made my head snap back to hers.
“Don’t go there.” I didn’t want to remember the things Clover had suffered because she chose to stick with me. The women in my pack had been harassed one way or another.
I blamed myself for what happened to Clover. I asked her to stay behind in one of the first packs we conquered. She didn’t want to stay because she drew strength from me as her Alpha, but I thought it was more sensible to let the women settle in a place rather than for them to wander with the men.
Clover begged, pleaded and cried to go with us but I thought I was helping her by forcing her to stay behind. The former beta of the pack where I left our women did things to them that they never spoke about. Not even to me their Alpha. When they tracked us down, I was furious with them for wandering when I told them to settle. They’d seemed terrified but it didn’t occur to me then that anyone would dare harm my people.
I was wrong. Bitterly wrong. The women never told me. I would never have found out if I did not develop non-platonic feelings for Clover. She was interested before but when I put in the effort to pursue her, she withdrew. When she finally agreed to be with me, her legs shook so badly that night and she cried. I would be a prick to go on so we ended up doing nothing that night and for the next three times we tried.
It took weeks for her to tell me what had happened, why she’d been so scared of intercourse. He penetrated her with everything from a pencil to vegetables, but he made sure to never use his p*nis. When I tracked him down, the bastard claimed he never assaulted her because he never entered her.
‘It was only harmless fun. I never took her. I am certain it is something you understand, my prince.’ He had the guts to laugh with me after that as if we were alike.
I made sure other men showed him how fun it was to be used like that before I slit his throat.
“Aysel has never been with anyone else,” I said to Clover, dispelling the bitter taste in my mouth. I would find that man and kill him a second time if it was possible.
“Are you sure?” I paused at the absurdity of her question.
“I am a man. I know when my partner has had other partners.” My wolf snarled at the subtle insult to his mate. “And Zino does not like your insinuation.”
“Oh, I’m sorry.” She raised her hands. “I’m not trying to question your intuition or anything like that.” I didn’t correct her. I didn’t tell her he was offended at the insult to our mate and not his intuition. I didn’t need intuition to know I’d been her first.
‘But will you be her only?’ I ignored the nagging voice at the back of my mind.
She was not stupid. She knew that if she opened her legs for anyone else, I’d have their head.
‘I don’t like having her out of my sight.’ My wolf had a point which was exactly why I needed to have her out of my sight as often as possible. The longer I stayed with her, the harder it was to allow her to walk away.
I would not lie. I was a possessive man. My alpha nature wanted me to keep everything I called mine shackled to my side, especially my mate. I wanted to possess her in the most animalistic way possible but I understood it would frighten her if it didn’t break her first.
“I do not know much about this Lucien except that he was her first mate ” Clover opened her mouth to speak, looking scandalized but I stopped her. “I believe he would be stupid to try anything with her but I don’t trust that bastard.” I didn’t trust the bastard but I would trust Clover with my life.
She had been through hell with me and rescued me from the bottomless pit a number of times. “I want you to befriend Lucien. Make him trust you with his secrets and find out the ones that relate to my mate.”
I waited for Valens but he was taking longer than usual to arrive.
After I surprisingly succeeded in freeing Beta Strauss, I ran into Lucien. He was frankly the last person I wanted to run into in this lifetime or the next. I tried to pretend he wasn’t there but he rushed at me and engulfed me in a bone-crushing hug that made my back crack. Thankfully, training with Valens taught me how to get out of his hold. I wriggled free of his hold just as Jabari showed up. Jabari glared at him so hard that he scampered off.
I tightened my robe around myself as I waited for Valens. I wanted to get into my pyjamas and just go to sleep but I felt I had to appease him for r.eleasing Beta Strauss against his orders. I had to soften him up for when I broke the news to him and if I knew Valens, the thing he liked most in the world, more than his duty and his pride, was s3x.
At around midnight, when my eyes were dropping from exhaustion, I heard our suite door open. I sat upright, my skin heating in the dimly lit room, while I held my robe, closed with my hand.
He dropped his jacket into the chair by the door once he came in, then his eyes raised to look at me. I held my robe tighter, feeling self-conscious. The lock clicked softly as he closed the door behind him without saying a word to me, his eyes on mine.
His stare was so intense but I didn’t take my eyes off him. I couldn’t take my eyes off him as I felt as if he’d captivated me with just his looks, magnetizing me to him and drawing me into a world where only him existed.
“Did you obey?” His words were low, sultry, and coupled with the heat from his stare, they made my body heat up. There was nothing s3xy about his words but the domineering way in which he said them made my throat close up and my breath shorten. My wolf p*nted inside me, breathless.
I nodded in reply to his questions with my heart doing backflips and leaping about. I couldn’t tell if I swallowed in fear or excitement when he strode forward. His long legs ate up the distance in a few strides and then he was standing before me.
He got into the bed, kneeling, and took my hand off my robe. It didn’t immediately fall open so he spread it himself. I felt him freeze when he caught sight of the flimsy lace material covering my bre*asts. His hand fell to my c.hest, dipped into the lace material to fondle and care*ss me.
He leaned forward. I leaned backwards until my back hit the headboard. My eyes started to flutter shut when he leaned closer. I felt his breath on my face and my heart thudded faster and my skin heated the more.
Then he k!ssed me.
It wouldn’t be the first time or the tenth time we k!ssed but it turned out to be the most memorable of all the k!sses we had shared. His l!ps covered mine in a soft, tentative manner as if he was shy and had never k!ssed anyone before but I knew better.
His k!sses were always dominating but when he k!ssed me then, he took things slowly, his l!ps whispering against mine, t0ngue touching mine in a sedvctive dance. My heart threatened to burst, as did my head. I couldn’t breathe. My body shivered beneath his touch. His hand rubbed my n!pple in lazy circles as he stole the breath from my lungs.
I pulled away first, unable to breathe due to the intensity and lack of oxygen that made my head swirl. I pulled away with a gasp. I heard him chuckle when I took a much needed breath. When I raised my head, I was once again caught in the intensity of his gaze.
“You’re mine.” He’d said the same words to me countless times but they had a more forceful tinge in them. A frightening look crossed his eyes but it passed before my brain registered what it was.
“You’re mine,” he repeated, his hand holding my face up, his thumb stroking my jaw.
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