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However, I caught Alec’s eyes and couldn’t help but smirk as he watched me.
“Wouldn’t that be nice!”
Vivian laughed as she came around.
“You two need to get going or you will be late.
There is suppose to be another storm and I don’t want you caught in it.”
“Another snow storm? At this rate, the wy TY BUNS snow will cover our house!”
Looking at the windows, there was already a layer of snow at the bottom,
“Have a good day.”
Alec said to Adalynn and kissed her forehead.
“Dada!”
She cried and reached out to him. Her little hands squeezed, trying to get another hug.
My heart swelled in how much I loved watching Alec be a dad to our little girl.
As much as it hurt she wanted him more than me, I felt so much love. It was moments like this that made it okay for me to have another one.
“Alright, super dad. Let’s go.”
Not waiting for Alec to let our daughter go, I turned and went into the garage. I made it a foot inside the door when two strong arms wrapped around me.
“You will always be my first girl,”
“Look who is turning into quite the softy.”
Laughing, he almost made me trip. However, he kept his arms around me until I was safely in my seat.
Alec walked around and got into the truck and started the engine. Since it was going to get worse, he decided this was the safest option.
“I’m not soft.”
Reaching over, I grabbed his dick.
“Feel’s soft to me.”
“Going to fix that?”
Alec asked as he pulled out and got on the road.
“Maybe on our way home if you are extra nice to me today.”
The truck slid a little, making me grab the door.
“When is my jeep going to be fixed?”
“Next week or so. There really wasn’t that much damage. Mostly body work.”
Alec reached over and grabbed my thigh.
“The armor really would have saved us.”
I’was looking out of the window when his finger wrapped under my chin and pulled my face towards him.
“I felt you trying to feel those emotions you pushed down.”
?It’s like… if I push them down, I can’t open that box again. If I did, I would get overwhelmed and I don’t think I could handle that.”
“How about tonight. We will lock ourselves in the panic room and you need to let all those emotions out.
Together, we will work through them.
You can yell, hit, cry or whatever you want until you work through them. I’ll be beside you the whole time.”
I hated everything about that plan.
Nothing sounded like something I wanted to experience.
“I think they are okay in the box.”
“Kristen. This is happening. I’ll be with you. You can lean on me and I won’t think less of you. I won’t even tell anyone about it. It stays between us.
Not even Colt will know.”
That was a different kind of emotion.
Not telling Colt? I told him everything.
By doing this, it was like I officially stepped out of Colt’s embrace and put my complete trust in Alec.
It was that realization that shocked me more than anything. If I truly opened up and did this… there wasn’t anything left in my soul that Alec hadn’t touched. Only Colt has seen that side of me and even then, it was only what I allowed him too.
“you’re afraid.”
Alec said. It was more of a statement than a question.
“1…”
Panic started to rise as I thought about giving that part to him. I loved him with everything in me but the idea of doing something like that scared the shit out of me. I would rather face Darin again than do that.
“Hey!”
Alec slammed on the breaks and forced me to look at him.
“Breath!”
“I”m…. okay…”
As on reflex, I went to shove that feeling down.
“DON’T!”
Alec growled. My eyes landed on his. If I had any air in my lungs, it would have been sucked out.
The love and concern was so strong that I was caught off guard.
“Feel it.
Feel how scared you are of it. Feel how vulnerable it makes you. Allow those feelings to relax as you accept them.
Accept them and let them simmer down.”
I tried to do as he said. Closing my eyes, I focused on the anxiety that it caused. I kept repeating that I could do it. I have tackled every other obstacle in my path and now I was going to tackle this. Putting on a brave face was something I was good at. Feeling emotions was something I failed at.
“There you go. That’s my girl.”
Alec said softly as he pulled me towards him. He kissed me gently on the lips.
His forehead rested against mine as he let me breathe. Only once it was back to a shallow, calm breathing, did he speak again.
“Give me this last part that you have been holding out on. It’s time.”
part of me was surprised he noticed but the other part wasn’t. He was extremely observant and I barely got away with anything.
“I’ll try.”
I said finally.
“It’s a date.”
Alec pulled away and put down on the gas. Still, his hand never left my thigh as I clutched on to it.
A date is usually something I looked forward too. This was not. Never thought I would dread a date before but here we were. As the trees flew by us, it almost seemed…. well, I wasn’t sure what the right word was. Now that Ann was alive, I didn’t want to go to Colt’s pack. She wasn’t there but it felt tainted somehow.
As we pulled up to the gates, the guard nodded at us and let us in.
“I don’t want to be here. Now I know she is out, it just seems… weird. I know that’s not logical but…”
“1 get it.”
Alec nodded as he looked out the window. He was pulling into the parking space that had been mine since I could drive.
“Like the dark cloud is back, hanging over the pack.”
“Exactly.”
There wasn’t any pushing this off. Alec came around and opened my door for me. Smirking, I tried to take off the red lipstick on his lips but they were still stained a little.
“Is it there there?”
Alec asked. As soon as I was out of the car, he looked in the side mirror.
“Just marking my territory.”
Shrugging, I didn’t really care if he had it there or not.
“Little jealous are we?”
Alec looked at me and smirked.
“Not jealous, territorial.”
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