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I whisper, wrapping my arms around myself, staring down at my arms that are slowly healing.
“Being a fighter has nothing to do with it. You are a Blood Born, whether you were trained or not, if you utilise that power, you could do better.”
He walks over to me, and I look up into those eyes once more. “Your brother is Atticus Payne,right? Sebastian King is your Alpha, and Zaia Toussaint is your friend, yet from all of them you’re far weaker. What happened? Were you a leftover?”
I clench my jaw. “I trained ok. I have been controlling my abilities! How dare you say-“
“The facts? Because you need them to be said. What are you afraid of?”
Is he for real? m
“What am I afraid of?! Of what happened last night? In case you’ve forgotten, let me refresh your memory! It was one of your people who came into my apartment and tried to rip open my head. That’s where this all started from.”
I whisper hatefully.
It’s not his fault, but I don’t want him to see me in this state. I feel confused and my mind is a mess.
Why is he entering my life like this?
He doesn’t respond, and I scoff. “Nothing to say? I thought as much, leave. Now.”
Turning my back on him, I wait for him to leave, but he doesn’t. I turn back, my eye’s flashing, but before I can speak, he beats me to it.
“I wouldn’t get involved if you were strong enough to take care of yourself… so here’s the deal,”
he whispers as he steps no advances closer to me, like at predator ready to attack.
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But I hold my ground even if a shiver runs down my spine.
“This is how it’s going to be. From now on, watch your back, whether it’s at home or when you’re out alone… I’ll be there… so be ready for anything every single day of your life… because until you learn to be vigilant, no amount of training will be helpful. You need to follow your instincts.”
What does he mean he’ll be there?
A chill runs down my spine and I’m certain I’ve gotten into something bad if what he’s insinuating is what I think it is.
“Are you saying you’re going to stalk me?”
I ask in disbelief.
He tilts his head, reaching over and running his fingers slowly through my hair. My heart hammers nervously as I try not to melt into that touch that feels good, yet is a curse…
“Yes… and you need to realise when I’m there, be aware of your surroundings because if I catch you… I will fuck you, whether you want it or not.”
Hiswhispered threat sends a tingle through me as my eyes fly open in shock.
How? How is it possible that those words excite me?
I’m sick in the head.
“Deal,”
I say, surprising myself.
This will help me get over my fear, but deep down the strange idea of getting caught didn’t sound so bad…
He tucks the strand of hair behind my ear as he leans closer, his scent making me close my eyes.
“Then… make sure you’re watching your back, because I always will be,”
he whispers sinisterly, and then he’s gone.
I open my eyes and look around the empty apartment, the door to the balcony left standing ajar…
ZADE.
It’s the middle of the night and despite the stuffy weather that would never usually bother me, tonight I am unable to fall asleep…
Not that I sleep easily, anyway.
The ghosts of the past do not let you sleep, the skeletons in the closets are always near, ready to reveal themselves and right now there is one person who I never want to ever learn those dark secrets….
Valerie Scott or rather Valerie Grace Astor, daughter of Beth and Lance Astor. The couple who outsmarted us to protect their children… and for years the Sable. didn’t even realise their children were alive… She has the brains like her parents, she just needs to work on understanding her intuition.
I slowly flip the knife in my hand between my fingers, staring at the ceiling, the occasional orange light from outside crosses the ceiling when a car passes by.
The Sable…
They- we are responsible for her PTSD. She might be a doctor, but she seems to be blind to the fact she needs help. How did her friends even allow her to be out here alone with that trauma and when they sure as hell know of the troubles that our kind are now facing?
Thanks to what we did back then, everyone learned of us.
The world has changed. Blowing our cover made us targets for the world, bringing us under intense scrutiny. We’re all forced to be registered. With a barcoded chip being placed inside of us, so we canbe identified as werewolves as different. 1
Zaia may be trying to fight against it whilst keeping the balance, but the truth is, the damage cannot be undone. The boy had the power to make everyone forget. but she refused it and now!… now we are paying the price…
Who knows if it is my upbringing, and the fact I have been forced to survive and trust no one, but I can see them turning on us. See them use those chips to spy on and keep track of us at all times.
They already want to know where we are staying, already embedding these chips with a signal when we enter stores… Soon they will be watching us like criminals and it’s only a matter of time before they begin to hunt us….
I sit up, staring at the knife I’m turning between my fingers.
What is the deadliest of emotions?
Fear.
When that fear loses control, they will come for us.
Terrified of what we could possibly do.
I’m not chipped, but it’s only a matter of time before they find me and try to do that to me. Not that I plan to stay in one place long enough…
I was born an Alpha… but here I am, in a small town in the middle of nowhere, fixing cars to get by.
This is the life I’ve resorted to….
Is it better than prison?
I’m not sure…. How do I get rid of theguilt when I’m walking free?
Gaultier had gone after her back then… but it could have been me, only I refused to attack from behind. I smirk humourlessly staring at the blade in my hand as I drop back onto my pillows.
If I was the one to go after her… Would things have been different? Would I have gone through with it? Could her trauma have been prevented?
I glance at the wall behind my head. She hadn’t left all day today, and there was silence from her apartment. She spent it in bed, that much I knew.
Well, soon enough, she’ll get over her past trauma. Maybe not fully… because some things don’t just go away, but she’ll be able to cope with them. I’m going to make sure of it.
I throw the knife up, watching it whizz downwards. For a second, I wonder how it’ll feel if it stabbed me through my eye… I know that pain… but I’ve blocked that memory out so it’s not so clear anymore. I don’t remember the sheer level of the pain…
I catch it between my two fingers, the tip millimetres from my eye.
There was a time when Lawrence Walton considered me a prodigy, the leader of the Sable… but when he realised I was not the one he needed, his attitude towards me changed.
(FLASHBACK)
“I refuse,”
I reply quietly as I look at Gerard and Lawrence who sit there, at thatgrey oak table where they made every decision in their twisted plan.
“Did you say you refuse?”
Gerard scoffs, irritation clear in his eyes. Whilst Lawrence simply smiles there’s no humour in it not anymore.
‘A true Alpha questions all because he is born to be in charge… even if it means disobeying your superiors…”
That’s what he once said with pride. I didn’t kill Zaia Toussaint when she was pregnant, although I had found a chance, I hesitated. I couldn’t kill two innocents in the process… even if their mother needs to be destroyed. Gaultier had returned and told them what I had done, and their anger had known no limits, but I got away with it although I’m not sure this time I will if I refuse to do their bidding.
“Gaultier is younger than you. You have had more training for a reason. Remember that you have no emotions but to serve the goddess!”
Gerard snarls.
“It is an insult to who I am to be given such a pathetic target. Let me target Zaia
Toussaint. I’d rather deal with her.”
“You lost that chance last time!”
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