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A rush of untethered panic hit me square in the chest, sinking it’s claws into my heart the way I had done to Sean. It was so raw that I’d almost passed it off as my own, but then I heard her.
‘Nolan?!’ Daisy wailed, her voice every bit as broken as I knew mine would be, had I answered.
With her voice ringing in my ears, I backed away from the cliff and slowly sank to the ground.
There was nothing in his eyes but agony. Not a hint of recognition or understanding, only pain so intense that it rendered me speechless.
Nolan’s memories still lingered in my vision, imprinted on the back of my eyelids every time I blinked.
Sean’s face covered in blood, the way grandma stared at Nolan, seeing so clearly that it wasn’t him behind those golden eyes, hearing Nolan’s screams-the way every bit of ferocity and strength left him when he realized what he’d done.
All of it was too much, too overwhelming, but my reason for staying strong was right here, inches away and crumbling to dust in my hands.
Tears streamed down Nolan’s face, down his cheeks where they trickled off his jaw, tickling my wrists from where I cradled his head. I curled into his chest, holding his empty stare with every sob he held back.
His pain and guilt were a sandstorm that tore into me, scraping away at my skin, but no matter how badly I wanted to cry out and shield myself, I held back. I’d take the pain and weather it if it meant he’d survive.
“How am I supposed to live with what I’ve done? How do you ask forgiveness for something like that?”
Nolan asked in a raspy voice. 1
Before I could reply, there was a loud crash from downstairs. Some small, selfish part of me was the tiniest bit relieved because in truth, I had no clue what to tell my mate. I could only tell him I didn’t blame him so many times. Even then, words did nothing to erase the kind of pain he was enduring.
It filled my body with an icy, numbing fear that grew exponentially worse when I heard thunderous footsteps, followed by my dad’s voice.
“Where is he?!” Dad bellowed. “Where is the man that killed my son?”
The blood drained from my face. “Let me talk to him. He’ll understand, Nolan. I know he will.” I urged, hoping just this once he’d listen to me.
Nolan shook his head and stood, swiping at his face angrily though his eyes were still glossy, and the evidence still shimmered on his cheeks. When he squared his broad shoulders, I caught a glimpse of his sheer strength and knew he hadn’t lost it the way he believed.
“No, I won’t hide from what I’ve done. It doesn’t matter if it wasn’t me. I’m the reason the blood witch can do the spell to enslave you. My body was the weapon that killed him-that killed the others.” He said quietly, exiting the bedroom and leaving me to scramble to catch up.
I clipped my shoulder on the corner as I raced down the hall, nearly tumbling headfirst down the stairs to catch up to Nolan. My muscles turned to lead the moment we stepped into the living room, rooting me in place under my dad’s intense stare.
He hadn’t changed since I last saw him at the hospital. If anything, he looked worse. His eyes were bloodshot, his face tense and marred with dark circles of exhaustion. Tristan and Giovanni surrounded him, speaking in low voices that he didn’t appear to be hearing. The others: Breyona, Holly, Mason, and Clara, stood off to the side. Flora hovered behind my father, and as our eyes met, I read the warning in them loud and clear.
He wasn’t okay, and there was no promise that he ever would be.
“Let him go.” Nolan said to Giovanni and Tristan.
The two Vampire’s reluctantly stepped away but remained close by. Tristan looked my way, a question burning in his eyes. I nodded ever so slightly, assuming he was asking if I was on board with all of this.
I wasn’t, not exactly, but Nolan needed this confrontation. My only hope was that it didn’t break him-that it didn’t break them both.
As Nolan and my dad stared at one another, I realized both men looked irreparably broken. The light in their eyes was fractured, letting pain bleed through the cracks.
Neither one looked as strong as they once had. Not Nolan, who was an Alpha known for his ferocity, and not my dad, who had fought on countless battlefields and ended hundreds of lives.
Two of the most important men in my life were nothing more than mere shadows of themselves.
Nolan broke the silence first.
“I accept whatever punishment you see fit to give me.” He rasped, and I swore I wasn’t the only one in the room to stiffen. The silence was deafening, as were the stares I exchanged with Breyona and
Mason. Nolan didn’t so much as look our way when he said with dark conviction, “No one will stop you.”
The tension in the room was suffocating, drawing the air from my lungs until I couldn’t take it anymore.
“Nolan, don’t-” I whispered, but my warning was cut short when my dad charged.
He bulldozed his way to Nolan, a mass of muscle and writhing pain. Time slowed and my heart wailed in my chest, the gaping hole in it weeping with bloodstained tears. Nolan didn’t move, didn’t so much as flinch as he stood there, waiting for the blow to come.
None of us, not even myself, could have anticipated what happened next.
Just when the tension in the room reached its head and it appeared as though dad was going to lay into Nolan, he did the opposite. Grabbing him by the shoulder, my dad pulled Nolan into his arms, wrapping one around his neck and the other below his arms.
He was hugging him.
Even Nolan was stunned, his body going stiff, harder than granite. It didn’t last long, though. How could it when both of them were irreparably broken in the same way? They were two sides of the same horrible. coin. Their guilt went hand in hand, as did their pain-their shame.
The stone-cold mask Nolan donned split in two when my dad’s shoulders trembled in a poorly suppressed sob. Slowly, with a tentativeness I’d never seen him show before, Nolan hugged my dad back.
I watched in silence, the hole in my chest torn open, as my mate and dad shattered entirely.
There wasn’t a single dry eye in the room, not even from the two Vampire’s watching nearby. It took every crumb of strength in my wounded soul not to break down, but as I watched the men I loved reduced to tears by their guilt and grief, it became easier to reign it in. 2
Even if we won this battle, life would never be the same.
They would never be the same.
It was this moment that made me realize what I needed to do. Perhaps the darkness whispering in my veins helped motivate me to make a decision, but it was Nolan and my dad that ultimately made up my mind.
The plan I had brewing, the one so heinous I didn’t dare speak the words aloud, was our only hope to fix the damage the blood witch had brought to all of us.
I had assumed I hid my thoughts well, but there was one set of eyes that wasn’t on the two men crying in the middle of the living room.
Holly stared into the pits of my soul; her appearance so eerily similar to my own that it felt like I was looking into a mirror.
I turned away to give Nolan and my dad but all I could think was that she space, knows.
Holly knows what I’m going to do.
Slowly, we all migrated into the kitchen while Nolan and dad slipped outside. My nerves were raw without him close by, but he needed this. They both did.
I picked at the edge of the blood bag I was currently drinking from, mulling over how the hell I was going to leave without everyone noticing. With tonight being the full moon and the most likely day for the blood witch to act, I needed to fix things soon.
A set of eyes burned into my skin, pulling my attention away from the crimson liquid sloshing in the blood bag. I looked up, instantly catching Holly’s eyes from where she stared at me from across the kitchen.
Swallowing back the guilt of what I planned to do, I slipped into the living room. My ass had just hit the couch when Cassidy’s voice popped into my head.
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