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Despite everything, he gave me the strength to continue. Why did I allow myself tofall for him again? Why did I unwrap my damaged heart for him?
He was my strength… he was the one who I had learned to forgive and not only did Ifall for him again; I fell for him all over again.
I don’t want to feel this pain…
I clamp my hands over my mouth, rocking myself as I try to pull myself together, but
I can’t.
He’s destroyed me… Destroyed the trust I had in him.
Sobbing, I clutch at my aching heart, hurting so badly.
“Red…”
Strong arms wrap around me, pulling me against a firm chest.
“He left me… again,”
I whisper, a fresh wave of tears running down my cheeks. “Ican’t cope anymore. I’m tired, I’m so tired…”
“It’s going to be ok. We’re going to figure this out…”
How?
So many times I felt like he was saying goodbye…
Last night… he was saying goodbye, wasn’t he?
Mom… she’s gone too.
Dad…
I grip my head as it squeezes in pain. My claws are out and my eyes blaze with myemotions.
“Zaia! Zaia, look at me!”
Someone forces my head to the right, and I think it’s Atticus, but it’s becoming dark.
“Sebastian, I want to talk to him. He needs to know that there are other options.”
Iplead through my tears.
One last try…. because I didn’t give Mom a chance…
‘SEBASTIAN! If you can hear me, please… please listen!’
I’m met with nothing but a wall and I cry out in desperation.
“Zaia…”
Atticus’s voice fades away as my vision begins to spin and then, everythingbecomes blissfully dark….
Night has fallen and I’m sitting on my bed, exhausted yet unable to sleep, in pain yetunable to feel it. Betrayed, yet unable to comprehend it.
How do I recover?
I hate showing the kids how I feel, but today I was unable to hold my tears back as Ihugged and kissed my babies, breaking into tears.
They are my strength; they are the only strength I need, but how do I tell them theirdad has left them once again?
In the darkness of my bedroom, despite being alone, my thoughts don’t relent..
Self-doubt, self-blame, guilt, sorrow, pain, betrayal….
And despite the storm within me, the only thing I know is, I failed. Failed everyoneand everything…
Sebastian is truly gone.
Mom is dead.
Dad is missing.
These are the facts that keep hammering at my soul.
I’m a failure…
Atticus was the one to find me and bring me home… once again, he’s the one who was there to pick me up after the man I loved destroyed me.
Why does love exist? Why does the mate bond exist when it only gives others the power to destroy us?
My heart hurts…
There’s a knock on the door, and I don’t move when it opens. There are three of them, and Valerie is holding a tray of drinks.
“We thought you might need a little pick me up.”
She says softly as she comes over, placing the tray down and kissing my forehead.
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I turn away, my eyes stinging as I stare out through the open window at the moonabove
Nothing can fix this….
They enter and Atticus leaves the door open a crack, murmuring something about the children being asleep. He sits on the floor beside the bed, stretching his legs out,but I know he’s concerned.
Tonight… I was unable to hide my emotions from anyone. Even my babies. I am anawful mother.
I can’t even give them the best life they deserve and Sebastian… I wasn’t goodenough for him…
Jai sits beside me, wrapping his arms around me, but I don’t want anyone to touch
1. me. I just want to be left alone.
The fatigue I feel is clawing inside of me, but I refuse to let myself fall into anendless abyss of pain and doom.
“Come on, where’s that beautiful smile that we all melt over?”
Jai says, wiping awaymy tears.
I don’t respond, as Valerie laughs gently. “It’s hiding for a bit, but it’ll show through.soon. Here Zaia.”
she offers me a chocolate muffin but I shake my head, refusing it.
Was I put here simply to fulfil the goddess’s wishes? Her mission for her people… isthat it? Do I not deserve anything else?
I pull free from Jai’s hold and wrap my arms around my knees, refusing the mug ofhot chocolate that Valerie offers me.
“It’s hot chocolate?”
she whispers gently.
I shake my head, turning away.
“You haven’t eaten all day, Red,”
Atticus says.
I don’t want anything…
Jai sighs heavily. He didn’t take Sebastian leaving well at all.
How will I tell the children their father is gone? That he has left them again.
How much pain are we going to cause our babies?
“So, what now?”
Valerie asks the question that I know is on the minds of the others.
My eyes sting with tears as I bury my head in my arms.
“We prepare… with Sebastian on their side, it means he knows the ins and outs ofthis pack better than anyone,”
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