Filed To Story: The Guardian Wolf and her Alpha Mate
“I’know’ is all he says but his eyes are full of understanding and care for me.
“How has everyone been during dinner?” I ask quietly.
“Much better, everyone has been relaxed and talking between one another. Your dad’s pack look more comfortable now” he tells me with a smile as I breath a sigh of relief.
Walking upstairs I tentatively dip in to the emotions I am experiencing and feel relieved that the majority are ones of determination and confidence. Earlier I felt like I was drowning in a wave of anger and anxiousness, it made my body feel on edge and my temper quick to ignite, never mind the horrendous migraine I had been suffering. But for now at least my body felt relaxed and rejuvenated, the anxiousness still there but controllable.
“I can tell everybody is more comfortable around one another now” I say to Jax quietly as I look around at the warriors still dining. “I feel more in control and like I can breathe again, my chest doesn’t feel tight.”
“I think your little show did the trick” he smirks as he wraps an arm around my shoulders and plays with a loose lock of my hair.
“I didn’t mean to snap at them” I sigh.
“Maybe not but if you hadn’t I would have.well I did when you left” he says with a shrug. “You were right in what you said, everybody is here for the same cause, we need to join together not fight one another. I was tempted to knock that man out cold for the disrespect he showed you alone.”
“He wasn’t the brightest” I chuckle.
“Corina is in our private library love” he says as he spins me in his arms and holds me tightly by my lower back.
Resting my head on his chest I sigh in content while he rests his chin on me. “Meet in the bedroom when you’re done?”
“Yes please” I whisper, “I could do with just lying there with you.”
“No funny business I promise” he says his chest moving with quiet laughter.
“Aw” I whine pouting up at him with big eyes.
“Nice try” he smirks. “Normally those lips and eyes would have me changing my mind instantly but I’m worried about you. Feeling everybody’s emotions can’t be easy and I want you to rest when you can.”
Grinning up at him like a love struck puppy he chuckles nervously before asking “what?”
-“I’m just very lucky to have a mate as caring as you” I whisper cupping his cheek softly.
“All mates should be” he says with a slight frown as I know he’s thinking of what Nathan from my dads pack told us earlier and of Milas situation, before his eyes brighten once again, “but l’d do anything for you, I’ve told you this.”
“I know, as long as you hold me I’ll be happy” I whisper before reaching up on my tip toes for a loving kiss.
“Always” he promises. “Now go, I don’t fancy an angry witch coming after me” he says shuddering dramatically as I giggle. Turning me around he pushes me away gently before slapping my ass making me jump, “peachy” he say huskily and winks before slipping into the dining room leaving me speechless and blushing slightly as some border patrol members smirk at me knowingly.
“Don’t” I glare at them playfully before smiling and shaking my head.-
“Wouldn’t dare” one of them says as they all laugh loudly before going to get their dinner.
Jogging upstairs I reach the large wooden doors of our library on the office floor and I open it quietly before peaking inside. Seeing Corina by the window waiting I step inside fully and walk up to her as she appears lost in thought.
“Corina” i say gently as she turns to me with a warm smile.
“Luna Nova” she chimes, her voice light and comforting.”
“Esmerelda and Kara explained about earlier, how have you felt since?”
“Better since I taught a punching bag a lesson” I joke as we both take a seat in two comfy chairs. “Everybody’s emotions feel more bearable now, I was just telling Jax that I can almost breath easier and I don’t feel as swamped with them all. I think it has something to do with the emotions being more positive.”
“I would imagine so” she agrees. “All the visiting packs were probably feeling a range of emotions on arrival, especially your fathers.”
“Yeah” I sigh. “But I’m concerned about during the battle.”
“Well I have some ideas we can try” she says encouragingly. “But first I wondered if you had any questions?”
“I did have an idea. I wondered if I was able to focus on one emotion and locate its source almost” I suggest nervously.
Nodding her head at my words her smile never wavering she replies, “I believe you could. There is no better way to find out than try. So what I’d like you to do is sit comfortably and close your eyes, find yourself in a peaceful mindset and attempt to block out everything around you, almost like meditation.”
Picking my feet up and curling them under me I control my breathing and focus on closing off my mind for the next _few moments.
“Good, now tell me an emotion that someone is most likely feeling more than anyone else here” her soothing voice says as it floats to my ears. Smiling slightly at myself I reply, “superiority”
“I like that” she says with humour in her voice, “focus on that emotion and what it means to you then try to find its pathway.”
“Pathway?” I ask in confusion furrowing my brows.
“Don’t think just do” she chuckles as I concentrate on my breathing again. Thinking of superiority and what it means to me I think of when one is feeling they’re better than those around them and that they have an almost greatness about them. After a few moments I begin to feel a small pull in my mind, one that wants to draw me in. Following it I allow my mind to wander and soon I find images of the training ground coming to the forefront of my mind and almost feel the boost in my own ego. Gasping I sit upright as the individuals feeling’s come flooding through me.
“Dear?” Corina asks me worriedly as she reaches to steady me.
“Alex is at the training ground I think” I say quietly as shock at what I’ve managed to do hits me.
Her eyes widen at my words as she looks impressed,” check” she urges.
“Alex, where are you?” I link him.
“Training grounds sparring, why? Is there a problem?” He replies quickly.
“No. No problem” I link him back before pausing and linking him again. “Maybe kill that ego a bit, I’m getting a Strong sense of superiority over here.”
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