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But eventually, he completely lost control.
He grabbed the back of her head, kissing her fiercely, hungrily devouring her lips like a starving wolf.
His hands burned with need, roaming with a desperation he couldn’t contain.
It was like he wanted to consume every inch of her sweetness.
“Elias, I really like you…”
The hem of her fiery red dress swayed softly against him, and she bloomed in his arms like a crimson lotus. It was like the first snow of winter had fallen right into his embrace.
And he wanted that snow to melt.
He wanted to claim all that endless white for himself.
Underneath him, the first snow melted into a quiet stream.
He leaned in, biting her lips, breathing hot against her ear, again and again promising he would treat her well forever.
She smiled in his arms, her soft boneless hands playing mischievously across his body, making him lose control all over again.
When he finally pulled her into the clouds with him, the hem of her stunning red dress fluttered wildly, searing his eyes in crimson.
And then he noticed-she was wearing the same revealing dress Lily had worn tonight!
He instinctively looked down and the face he saw was even more stunning than the dress.
Lily’s face.
He jolted awake, face pale.
Last night, he’d used all his willpower to push Lily away.
He didn’t want to admit it, but in his dream, he had mistaken her for Leila-and done every intimate thing imaginable.
The heat in his body hadn’t faded, but the surge of self-loathing froze his heart like frost atop a mountain.
Especially when he noticed the state of his pants.
He wanted to die.
It had happened again.
He had betrayed Leila again. How was he any different from the scum who played with young girls’ feelings?
He was worse than an animal.
The more he thought about it, the darker his face grew. He couldn’t stand himself.
But his clothes were soiled. No matter how disgusted he was, he still had to change and wash them.
Taking a deep breath, he changed out of the soiled clothes and headed toward the bathroom.
And the moment he opened the study door, he saw the very culprit who’d made him lose control in his dream.
He knew this wasn’t Lily’s fault. That dream had come from his own lack of discipline. He was the one without shame. He had no right to blame her.
But remembering how she’d trembled on top of him in that dream-it was hard to stay calm.
Lily knew James hated the sight of her. She didn’t want to bother him.
But early that morning, she’d received a bank transfer of one hundred million. It had completely freaked her out.
Seriously, she wouldn’t even dare dream about winning that much from the lottery.
To suddenly have that much in her account-it made her panic.
Especially since she had been the one who harassed him last night, maybe even traumatized him. How could she possibly accept such a huge sum?
“James…”
She looked up, trying to tell him he didn’t need to transfer her the money.
Her card had transfer limits, and without his full account number, she couldn’t just send it back. She needed to ask for his bank info so she could start sending it back piece by piece.
But before she could say anything, he coldly cut her off.
“Don’t come near me! Stay away!”
Lily immediately backed away several steps.
What happened last night really had left him scarred,
Just seeing her made him react like that.
He had both hands behind his back.
Lily’s sharp eyes noticed that he was holding the pajama pants he’d worn last night.
Those had just been put on-why would they need washing already?
And now his face was that dark, and he clearly didn’t want anyone to see the pants…
Did that mean his old bed-wetting problem was acting up again?
It had almost been a week. The doctors had already come several times to check on him.
Why hadn’t it gotten better?
Was he too embarrassed to admit the problem and refusing to cooperate with treatment?
And had her behavior last night made things worse?
The more she thought about it, the more she felt that was probably it.
Her heart ached with guilt, and she couldn’t help but want to help him.
“James, I know your bed-wetting problem flared up again. You must be really uncomfortable. Let me wash those clothes for you. I won’t mind that you wet your pants!”
James’ face darkened several shades.
He was perfectly healthy. He didn’t have any bed-wetting problem.
But…
If she wanted to think he did-fine.
If she really believed he was seriously dysfunctional, completely ruined as a man, then she would surely try her best to stay far away from him in the future. That way, he wouldn’t have to keep worrying about betraying Leila.
“You…”
Some things were really hard to say out loud, but Lily didn’t want him to ignore his condition just out of pride.
After rehearsing her words in her head for half a minute, she cautiously tried to talk him into it. “How about you let the doctor take a good look and treat you properly?”
“Everyone gets sick. You don’t have to be embarrassed. But if you keep dragging it out, and it leaves some kind of long-term complication, that would be a problem! If you don’t want to see someone you know… how about I go with you to a men’s clinic? I promise I won’t tell anyone.”
A men’s clinic…
The corner of James’ mouth twitched hard.
He really didn’t need that.
But if it helped convince her to keep her distance, he might as well go along with it. He said blankly, “No need to go to a men’s clinic. The doctor already said I have no male… ability. It’s incurable.”
He had no male… ability?
Lily’s eyes went wide with shock.
Last night, she had accidentally touched him.
She clearly remembered thinking-
But no one knew his body better than he did. And something like this involved fragile and sensitive male pride. If he had even the slightest functionality left, there was no way he’d just say outright that he was incapable.
So was it possible that what she felt last night had just looked impressive, but was actually useless in practice?
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