Filed To Story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
Everyone here knew the story by now. They knew that I was a Jaegan grunt that was forced to spy for my family. They knew that I turned against them, but not before I had gotten close to the Princess. Most of them didn’t like me, but they knew they had to put up with me. They just told me what to do and made sure my work was done.
Others, like Drouin, wanted to help me out by reforming me and befriending me. I appreciated them for that.
Over the last two months, and even before then, I had come to understand how much I had messed up. I kept a journal that I wrote in all the time. I wanted to show it to King Joaquin and Rika when I got back to Colorado. I wanted them to know all of the things that I regretted, all the things that I did to them. They needed to know the full truth of it all.
Over the months I wrote more and more. I wrote apologies to them all, even to Westin, although I was sure he wouldn’t read them. I explained about that day in the park, when the others showed up during my date with Rika. I needed them to know what happened that day.
I hadn’t known they were in town, and I had actually been enjoying my date with Rika at that time. If we had continued on the way that we were, I could have fallen in love with her. I am sure about that, but I wasn’t there yet. I wasn’t even fully attracted to her yet, but I was starting to be.
When I had seen those men, the ones that I knew had killed before, I had feared for Rika and Lyssa. I wanted to protect them, but there was nothing that I could do. In my apology to Westin, I actually thanked him for showing up that day. If it hadn’t been for him and the other guard that had gotten there, I don’t know what would have happened.
Although, I am sure Rika and Lyssa would have been able to handle themselves with no issues. They are strong, brave, and so smart.
Now that I was coming to terms with all that I had done, I knew that I needed to make amends to everyone, in due time. And the only one that I could make amends with at the moment was Westin. He was here with me after all. However, when I went to him to talk, he surprised me. He told me that he wasn’t angry anymore. We had all needed to grow up and that we were good.
I was still wary of him though.
I learned a lot in my time with Alpha Cadwal and the others though. I got stronger, mentally and physically. And I learned the inner workings of a pack, and understood how different the one in Colorado really was. The fact that they had a feline watching the Princess, and also the Alpha’s daughter, was like a breach of contract.
Then again, they were living in the proverbial capital city for their kind, and it was home to more than just one species. So, in a way, it made sense that they were more willing to branch out.
By the time that the reveal came, I had felt pretty confident in helping the nonhuman community navigate the tough times ahead. And I will admit that when people, the other humans that protested in Wales, found out that I was human and helping them, it did help us out.
They saw that a human like me was accepted and treated well by them, so they were more willing to let things slide with them as well.
In all honesty, I think that my presence really did help to make things blow over and smooth out more quickly. It just made the humans more comfortable to be with me. And I learned a lot more about leadership and things like that.
I knew that it wasn’t likely that I would ever be anything other than human, having burned that bridge with the Gray family already, but I knew that I wanted to help them out as much as I could. My future was going to be spent being a liaison of sorts for them. I was going to make sure that humans understood them as much as possible.
And I would start it the moment that I got back to Colorado, or the moment that I graduated from university in the city. Either one would be fine with me, as long as I was able to help them.
My apologies, my willingness to help them, my determination to make sure that the world healed from the damage from my family and the reveal, it was all coming together, and I wasn’t going to let it out of my sight.
I had gained Westin’s approval and respect. I had become friends with a lot of wolves here in Wales. I had made sure that King Joaquin and Queen Riviana weren’t angry with me. Everything was going according to plan. A life of paying them back for all the heartache that I had caused.
Finally, when the month of August started to roll around, I felt like I was more than ready to go home. And this is, of course, when time started to act like it was crawling by slower than a frozen snail. Each day that was counting down until September, until my return to the place that I now called my home. I also knew that I wasn’t the only one that was being affected by this frozen time.
Westin seemed to be in the same boat. Each day feeling like it took a week to pass us by. Each moment an eternity when all you wanted was to go home.
Learning What I Need
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Warrick
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When I was told by my family to go to Colorado, I did not know how it would all end up. I did not for even one second think that I would end up finding the love of my life. Or that I would then subsequently lie to that woman because of my family.
And I never thought that I would end up turning my back on the only family that I had ever had, just for the chance to redeem myself for that woman and the chance to be with her forever.
It all started on that first day of classes at the university. It was where we were enrolled so that we could monitor the son and daughter of the werewolf King and Queen. They were our targets, them and all their friends that would be there with us. However, nothing truly went according to plan while we were there, now did it?
The moment that I walked up to that group, to be introduced to Reagan and Rika, the Prince and Princess, I was more focused on someone else. I had walked with Clovio to the group near the fountain and my eyes were already glued to the girl with the black hair and the deep, burgundy colored eyes. They were red, but not a bloody red, and they were so enchanting.
“Rika! I found you!” Clovio spoke to the group easily because he had already met them. “Hi, Clovio!” The girl that I couldn’t even look at responded.
“I wanted to introduce you to my friends. They were not in our group, but they are from the same orphanage. They were on the tour the day after ours.” The conversation continued without me even paying attention to it.
“Oh, more friends from Germany.” The voice, I think it was Rika, sounded excited as she spoke.
It was at that moment that I heard the girl that I was staring at gasp. It was like something about my presence had affected her just as it had affected me. I saw her look at me with wide and fascinated eyes. Those reddish eyes seemed to be glowing and growing brighter as she stared at me. I didn’t know if it was our connection or the sun that was causing it, and I didn’t care.
“You know Gunnar and Aloisius, as well as Armina and Lovisa. These here are sisters Hede and Hedi, and this here is Warrick. Everyone, these are some new friends of ours. Rika, can you introduce everyone for me?” Clovio couldn’t tell what was happening with me, so he didn’t say or do anything as he spoke. I knew that if he could see me though, he would be wondering what was up with my face.
I knew that it was intense and filled with need and hunger. Those two feelings were so strong that they nearly overwhelmed me.
“Sure. It’s nice to meet you guys. These, here, are my friends. This is Ilana, Alexa and Lyssa.” The girl, Rika, indicated that the one that I was staring at was named Lyssa. That would make her Alyssa Asher-Conrad, one of the targets on the list that we had been given. She was to be monitored as well.
I instantly wanted to abandon my mission and just run away with this girl, but I knew that wasn’t an option. “Lyssa, is everything OK?” Rika asked her as if she were worried about her. What was there to be worried about? We were just staring intently and passionately at each other, nothing out of the ordinary.
“I..I’m fine. Everything is f..f..fine.” Lyssa stuttered in her heightened state and it made me grin. I knew that it was me that had caused that reaction in her, and I also knew it wasn’t a bad thing to have happened either. She liked me, and I was already head over heels for her.
From there we started to discuss what classes that we had, and as it turned out, Clovio and I had all the same classes as the girls. I would be with Lyssa for every class, and that made it even better for me. I would spend my time with her as much as I possibly could.
New Book: Veiled Desires of the Alpha King Novel
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