The Perfect Spiral Book PDF Free by Ashley Constantine

She continues to cry, repeating ‘My baby’ over and over, while I shake uncontrollably. I look at Cole, pleading with him to leave. This is what he wants-an audience. “They can watch. They might enjoy it as much as I’m going to…’ I can almost see the smirk on his goddamn face, and in a…

“-twenty-four years ago! It’s a special day to me and everyone else here. I can’t think of one person you know who wouldn’t think it’s a special day today.” “I can,” I say, dampening the mood and causing silence in the room. You could hear a pin drop. They all know who I’m talking about….

“Fuck, Lauren, what is it with you? What do you want from her? From me?” “I want her to leave you alone and I want you to look at me the way you look at her!” Her voice sends shivers down my spine. She is pure evil. They have to be talking about me. But…

I glance back at the beach, the camera flashes illuminating the night. I see Lauren walking up to the deck of my house. I retreat from the water, settling down on the sand as the waves lap at my feet. I hear a sigh from my brother, Kyle. He settles down next to me, and…

“I can’t,” I whisper out, taking my wrist out of his hand, brushing his skin, and walking away. I walk down the stairs, leaving him behind. I can’t look at him. I need to be strong and resist him. No matter how hard it’s going to be, I can’t set myself up for that again….

“Well, it’s about fucking time, Kyle, I thought I was going to have to ask her for you!” I tease them, looking out at the sea. I’m finding it hard to look at couples, it’s something that I have to get used to seeing. I watch the sun setting in the water, the bright colors…

I gently stroked his cheek, and he started to smile at me, but I couldn’t return the smile. I was just too exhausted. “You want to hold him for a while, while I get something to eat? You know, fulfill your godmother duties,” he joked, but I didn’t laugh. I nodded, and he handed Reign…

“Yeah, it took her a while to figure it out. So I asked her out. She said yes, and we had dinner at the Empire State Building, followed by a photography lesson after her talk. “She looked beautiful, so I took her home with me, and we went to sleep. The end. Can I go…

I should’ve stayed away from him. I shouldn’t have gone on that stupid date with him. I shouldn’t have let him fuck me. I shouldn’t have let him in. I shouldn’t have let him in. Feeling the tears drop down my neck, I can’t get the image of them together having sex out of my…

“Now isn’t the time, Lauren,” hearing that voice makes my fists ball up and I feel my mom’s hands cover them to calm me down. She whispers, “I know, baby,” in her motherly tone. I feel protected with her around. I slowly unclench my fists and exhale deeply, still not facing them. At least I…