Chapter 94 – Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel

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“LILA!” I yelled as I saw the proud look on her face. “We are so not talking about this.”

After being thoroughly embarrassed by Lila, I don’t think I can ever look her I the eye again, I ate my breakfast alone in my room. I had kicked Lila out for my sanity, the woman was going to make me boil my brain with how hot red my face was with shame.

I called down and asked Julie if she could change my sheets and bring me some Epsom salts so I could soak in the tub for a while. I filled the tub with the hottest water I could stand and put in the Epsom salts. After stripping off my clothes and sliding into the water I immediately let out another hiss. The water stung as soon as it touched my raw skin. I was already healing, I knew that, but that didn’t stop it from hurting like hell right now.

While I sat there in the water I thought about the night before. I could not believe what I did. I technically started everything. I knew how he would react if I did that. I knew that I was being too flirtatious, I was egging him on.

“Goddess, I can’t believe I asked him how much he wanted me.” I cried out as I sank further into the water, hiding myself up to my chin. “But I didn’t stop him. And I know I wouldn’t stop him if he were to do it again. I want him to do it again.” Saying this out loud was even worse than thinking it, even though there was no one around to hear it.

I soaked in the tub until the water started to get cold. Then, I took a hot shower. I know, it was a waste of water, but it was my homeopathic remedy to help me heal. I needed something. And I really did feel better after being in the hot water for so long. I barely had any soreness left at all. It only bothered me when I made quick movement and when I first sat down.

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Riviana

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I had just sat down to read a book until lunch when I heard a knock at the door. I was really letting myself get distracted today.

“Come in.” I said.

“Hey.” Juniper called as she opened the door.

“Hey Juniper, what are you doing here?” I asked her, confused.

“Well, I tried calling you, but you didn’t answer.” She giggled. “But I know you can’t go anywhere so I figured you would be here.” She sat on the sofa next to me.

“Yeah, you probably called while I was taking a shower.” I told her. “I missed you.” I said leaning over to hug her. The motion caused a sharp pain, making me wince.

“Rivia, what’s wrong?” Juniper asked me.

“Don’t worry about it.” I laughed. I did not need another person interrogating me until they found out what I did.

“You got hurt again? But you’ve been at the estate this whole time, right? You haven’t left.” She sounded scared.

“Well, technically, Joaquin and I went a short distance away into the trees for our date on the night of the full moon. But there were enough wolves nearby that it wasn’t an issue.”

“So, if you didn’t get hurt there, then what happened?”

“Nothing, Juniper, I didn’t get hurt.” I glared at her, trying to get her to understand without me needing to say anything.

“But-.” She looked at me, unable to finish. She just stared at me, studying me for a moment, taking in everything that she saw. I watched as she took a quick sniff of the room as well, a deeper scenting than she had already done. I watched as her eyes went wide and a huge grin spread across her face.

“OH MY GODDESS!” She yelled. “Riviana, oh my Goddess. Why didn’t you say anything?” I blushed again.

“Why is it everyone who comes into my room can figure it out?” I asked of no one in particular.

“What do you mean?”

“Lila did the same thing. She thought I was hurt, I was in more pain then though, and she thought Joaquin had actually hurt me before she realized what really happened.” I put my face into the book to hide my embarrassment. “Today has been one mortifying event after another.” I told her.

“Girl, you should be happy. This is big.” She was grinning excitedly. “When did things get so much better between you two?”

“We’ve been talking more, fighting less. We’ve talked a lot of things out and got to know each other. He also told me he never rejected me, he just wanted to keep me at bay to protect us both.” She looked at me confused when she heard that last part. “Yeah, it was a long story.” I laughed. “But things have gotten better. Plus, there’s the mate bond that’s been drawing me to him, making me fall in love with him more and more each day whether I wanted to or not.”

“Yeah, that mate bond stuff is some serious business.” She smiled, no doubt remembering her own bonding experience. “So.” She said suggestively while wiggling her eyebrows at me.

“So, what?” I asked her.

“So, how was it?” She grinned. “Come on, you’ve got to tell me. And you promised to tell me all about Joaquin’s pieces, remember.” She stuck the tip of her tongue out and bit it playfully. “Come on, Rivia, give me some details here.”

“I don’t know what to say, it wasn’t planned, it just, sort of happened.”

“So, he basically jumped your bones?” She asked me, laughing.

“No, well, not really.” She looked confused now. “I kind of started it.” Her eyes went wide as dinner plates.

“Oh my Goddess, Riviana, you need to tell me everything.” She demanded.

I did as she asked and told her every detail I could remember from the night before. Her face was red, and so was mine.

“Oh my.” She was fanning her face. “You certainly lucked out in that department.” She laughed. “I mean, Paul isn’t bad, trust me he’s great, but if he was anything like the Alpha, I think I might have already died from exhaustion.” She cackled.

“I think I might.” I laughed with her.

“So, how was it?”

“How was what? Being with him?” I asked, confused.

“No, it.” She said, being evasive. “His pieces. You haven’t told me all about Joaquin’s pieces yet. You’ve only told me what you were doing with those pieces all night.”

“I think it was more what those pieces were doing to me. I was definitely not the one in control.”

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