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How could I tell this woman, this elegant professional, that not only was I human, but I was also just a housewife? How could I bring myself that low?
Julian told her to get back in the car. “Be careful with the baby,” he murmured.
The pulse that had been beating in my throat dropped down into my stomach. Olivia was pregnant? With my husband’s baby?
My heart cracked down the middle. Why wouldn’t Julian stop and talk to me? Why wouldn’t he tell me what was going on?
Why the hell my husband got another woman pregnant?
Olivia smiled shyly as she was escorted back into the car. She looked elegant, beautiful, yet humble. The fantasy woman.
The car door shut and reporters swarmed around. The crowd shoved me aside, and I fell to the ground, the gift box once again hitting the cold concrete.
Julian started the car and left without even a glance in my direction.
Everything went black.
I woke up in an unfamiliar, sterile room. Even before I opened my eyes, the smells and sounds told me that I was in the hospital.
I opened my eyes to see my best friend, Anna, sitting beside me. That’s when all the memories came crashing back in.
The baby. The gift box. Julian.
That woman – Olivia.
My smile faltered. “Hi,” I said, my voice coming out in a rasp.
“Hey,” Anna said, hurrying over to the sink to fill a little paper cup with water for me. “I’m so happy you’re awake.”
“At least someone is,” I muttered under my breath.
Anna sat down in the vinyl armchair that she’d scooted up against my bed. I could feel her energy shift. She wanted to talk about something serious.
“So, I saw you on the news,” she started. “I mean, I saw Julian on the news, and I thought I caught you in the background of the shot. I decided to drive over to company headquarters.”
I didn’t know what to say, so I stayed quiet.
“When I got there, everyone was gone but you. You were lying on the asphalt, alone.” Anna sucked in a sharp breath, her eyes igniting with fierce protectiveness. “They left you there by yourself. Anything could have happened to you.
“I don’t understand this blind loyalty you have toward him, Amber. He forgot your birthday. Some nights he just doesn’t come home. He says he’s at the office, but you have no way to know for sure because you aren’t allowed to go there. He’s not good for you. He doesn’t care about you. He’s using you.”
Her voice gradually grew more intense. Clearly, as my friend, she had seen too many instances where Julian didn’t pay attention to me.
This conversation had happened more than once. I could only steer the topic away.
“You brought me here?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer. Part of me had hoped that Julian had been the one to call for help, to check me in, to handle the paperwork.
Wasn’t that what husbands were supposed to do for their wives?
Anna nodded. “Something really bad could’ve happened if I didn’t show up, Amber.”
“Thank you,” I replied, my voice almost a whisper. Embarrassment flushed through my body.
Anna fidgeted in her seat, like she wanted to say something else. I watched her, wondering what my normally opinionated friend could possibly be hesitant to bring up.
A nurse came in, carrying Jello on a tray. I picked one small, clear plastic cup of red gelatin and thanked her. I dug in with my little plastic spoon.
“Why haven’t you told me?” Anna asked.
My heart sunk for what felt like the hundredth time that day. The gift box. Where was it?
“You found the pregnancy test?” I asked.
“Of course I did. It was lying on the sidewalk, next to your lifeless body.” Anna shook her head. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
What could I say? How could I explain how much I wished this could be a normal pregnancy, between a normal husband and wife? I could only smile bitterly.
Anna looked at me, then shook her head. “The news isn’t even pretending to be unbiased; they’re all shipping Julian and that woman, Olivia.”
I set down my spoon, my appetite suddenly too small, even for Jello.
“It’s not just the news, either. When I was checking you into the hospital, the staff was fangirling over the new ‘power couple.’ The rumor is that Julian booked Olivia’s prenatal checkups here.”
While everyone was so excited about Julian and Olivia, none of them cared about me. None of them realized that their beloved Alpha was already married. None of them knew that secret wife was pregnant as well.
Is she here, in this hospital, too? I thought.
“Look,” Anna said, “I know you wish things were different, but Julian is moving on with his life. That has never been more apparent than today.”
I didn’t like where she was going with this. I considered pushing the button to call the nurse, but I didn’t know what I would tell her when she arrived.
Sorry, my best friend wants to have a conversation that I’m not ready to hear yet. Hope you didn’t have anything serious to do right now.
Anna took my hand, careful not to disturb the skin where the IV needle connected to my veins.
“Amber, I think you should consider giving up the baby. Julian left you, passed out, in the parking lot today. Does he really seem like ‘father of the year’ material?” she asked.
I stayed silent.
“Julian is not going to be present in this child’s life, Amber. He’s hardly present in yours,” Anna continued. “If you decide to keep this baby, you are going to have to do this all on your own.”
I shook my head, clutching my stomach at the same time. Julian or not, I already loved this child. The baby was innocent. In that moment, I knew I would keep the child.
“Okay,” Anna said, sensing my resolve. “Then at least divorce Julian. Leave him, have the baby, and raise them on your own.”
I stayed silent. Even after everything, I’d never considered divorcing Julian.