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I ask quietly.
“Because you weren’t listening, Sebastian, you didn’t deserve to know. I know you would have become possessive of the babies, but in the process, you would have only hurt her more.”
He answers.
I look away, guilt washing over me, and here I was, not thinking I could get any angrier at myself.
She is going through so much and I’ve been blind to it all…
Zaia poisoned… and me taking Ashbane, it isn’t a coincidence.
“There’s more.”
He begins hesitantly.
“What is it? Tell me everything, Jai.”
I warn.
“The day after you handed her those divorce papers, she asked Valerie about the risk of a rejection. She asked if her babies would be ok.”
“And what did Valerie say?”
I ask hesitantly.
I know I won’t like this, but I pray that my pups are ok.
“The babies will be fine, Seb… But Zaia, that rejection has cost her. Due to her weakened state when she was rejected, the chance for her to get pregnant again is next to nil.”
I close my eyes, turning my head away.
What have I done?
I place my head in my hands, trying to calm the storm of guilt that is threatening to destroy me.
“It’s not too late Sebastian… do the right thing by her…”
Jai’s voice is drowned out by the agony and self-hatred that is screaming at me, in my own mind.
It’s worse than the pain of the rejection.
Fuck, what have I done?
Ashbane…
My eyes flash as a sudden thought comes to me and I sit up straight.
Sleeping pills. I’ve been taking them pretty often to help me sleep better.
“I know that look. What is it?”
Jai says.
I frown as I look at him.
“I’ve been taking sleeping pills almost every day. What if it is those pills that have been tampered with?”
His eyes widen before he frowns. “Where did you get them from?”
“The pharmacy… it was a sealed bottle.”
“Then possibly the ones you have at home? Maybe it’s worth getting them tested by someone down at the squad.
I nod, “I think I will… I will get my woman and children home.”
I say, standing up.
Jai smirks, his eyes looking a little alive. “You hear that Val? We’re bringing Zaia home.”
I look at the woman who is lying in the bed and I know I do need to tell
Zaia about her… and not as an excuse to make her come back, but because she deserves to know. She and Valerie have always been close and the best of friends along with their other friend Cara.
I down my coffee and glance at Jai. “Let’s go, we need to tell the Scotts.”
He nods as he stands up, his gaze falling on Valerie before he steps around the table and caresses her hand softly.
Leaning over the bed, he kisses her cheek softly and I turn, exiting the room to give him a moment.
I lean against the wall, staring at the white walls opposite me.
The only thing on my mind is that I have hurt Zaia in so many ways.
I’m fucking sorry… and I’ll bring you back. I’ll fix this. I have to.
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The visit to Valerie’s family is rough, breaking the news wasn’t easy.
The Scotts’ didn’t take it well and I could practically feel their pain.
Along with the devastating news, they were angry we waited so long to break the news to them, but I didn’t want to alert anyone. The fact she’s alive makes me wonder if she knew something that someone wanted her to keep quiet about.
And does it mean they might attempt to come back to finish the job?
These are things I didn’t share with her family, her grandmother’s health isn’t great and unless its necessary, we don’t want to stress her even more. But she had ended up almost fainting as she sobbed her heart out and I felt like a failure.
I just wish there is something I can do aside from having guards posted outside her hospital room. Jai has gone back too, which will give both me and him some peace of mind.
Even though the security squad is on watch, I don’t know who I can trust, even in my own pack. The search of her apartment and of the crime scene didn’t bring up anything.
There was no sign of a break-in, and the locks had not been tampered with, so either someone had a key, or they were let in, to make it worse the security cameras were coincidentally not recording anything due to a glitch for over a week, leaving us with even more disappointment.
The guard who was on duty at the apartment block that night didn’t spot anything unusual either.
So many answers yet no answer.
But I’m not giving up… I want the answers.
SEBASTIAN
It’s pretty late in the evening when I finally head home. I had gone to Valerie’s apartment again, but there was nothing more to find other than what the squad had already learned. I took her phone from them, in hopes she’d have Zaia’s new number in there, but there is nothing
I wonder if she has another phone and ask the team to bring me all her devices, but there is no sign of a second phone. I’m sure they stayed in contact, but even Jai is not sure on how Valerie didn’t tell him much more than what he already knew.
Checking her emails also doesn’t bring anything, but there are emails of a conversation with a doctor regarding the poison and Zaia’s blood, something I d******d copies of
I unlock the front door to the mansion, and step inside, pulling open the buttons of my shirt, as I lean against the door and stare down the hall.
The memory of Zaia running down this hall in a rush, looking graceful and sexy all at once as she flings her arms around my neck, kisses me and helps me out of my jacket, returns with a vengeance
Zaia is everything, beautiful, strong, confident, pure and s3xy. I miss her… miss her touch; her smile…. the taste of her….
An image of her naked fills my mind, and I close my eyes.
Not now… I groan internally.
It’s been over four months since I’ve had sex… since she left. The dreams only make it harder and masturbating to her memories is nowhere near the real thing.
I did this… I admit I deserve this. Pushing myself away from the wall, I head upstairs, passing our old bedroom. I pause and stare at the door I can’t bring myself to go in there.
Is there any remnant of her scent left behind? Opening the door, I’m instantly I’m hit with a powerful wave of nostalgia. Making me unable to enter “Well, look who decided to return.”
Dad’s crisp voice makes me turn to him. I frown slightly and tilt my head.
“I’ve been busy with what’s been going on,”
I say quietly I don’t want to argue with him. Closing the door, I move past him when he calls me “Sebastian.
I don’t respond, waiting for him to continue “This pack is going to the dogs. Fix it or give up your title”
I frown. He’s forgetting I’m the one who made this pack better. “I think you got used to the level that I raised this pack to. We’re only returning to how it was when you were Alpha.”
I reply harshly.
Not waiting for a reply, I walk away.
“Sebastian!”
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