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“I’m sorry.”
“Luna, not everyone is meant to know all this stuff. Why do you think we keep this secret? We all grew up knowing all the danger that was around us. You didn’t. There is nothing wrong with you not wanting to be apart of it.”
“I need to be. Our kids will need to be taught and what if something happens to Colt? I will have to take over until they are old enough, which means knowing all this.”
“You have only been Luna for a short time.”
Jacob stepped back but kept his hands on my arms. He leaned down and looked at me as I cleaned away the tears.
“No one and I mean no one is immune to the hardship. F uck, look at me and Sherry. You saw me lose my s hit over her. You saw the bruises Colt and Alec sported on their stomachs. UNUS uwiranger. 100 outwardly has an exterior like… well ice. She learned that but on the inside, she was not okay. Ice cries in the shower or when she thinks we can’t hear but she does. Do you know how many times I have sat outside her bedroom door, listening to her cry or just making sure that she didn’t do something st upid?
Some people do handle it better than others but no one is immune. I can guarantee that Ice was scared the entire time she was kidnapped.”
“Colt seems to be taken everything in strides, like it’s nothing.”
It felt good to get that off my chest. Tell someone about it.
“Luna, you don’t see him at training. He has pushed our men harder than we ever have before. He has increased security and really got the new warriors straightened out. I think Colt is trying to keep you calm.”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean, you are pregnant and getting stressed out isn’t going to help anything. Plus, he knows this isn’t something you grew up around so it’s much more scary to you than it is for us. Plus, there hasn’t actually been a threat made on your life. Other than Zac sending girls and Tanya running her mouth, we don’t actually KNOW anything. So far, all this is just speculation. Why are you working yourself up over something that we don’t even know is a real threat?”
“I’m trying to stay strong but it’s hard.”
“Luna, I truly do get that. I am all for you breaking down and working through your emotions. However, you got to find a way to stay strong. Not only for your babies but to keep Colt sane. Your luna legacy doesn’t have to be about fighting or war. It can be about education and helping those. You can be known as the sweet luna, the kind luna that everyone came come to if needed. You also need to be strong. for those who are hurting. You need to be level headed and be able to Sabres need you to stay strong down youred to and not need do priy sharine but don’t forget to keep your head and Kugati
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“I know you are right, I’m just not sure how to go about it.”
“I can’t tell you that. Only you can find it and you have to look deep within yourself.”
Jacob let me go and took a few steps back.
“I think I am going to go meet Cassie for brunch now.”
I said after al moment.
“Good. Enjoy some food and relax a little. It is going to be a nice day today.”
Jacob walked me over to the door and opened it. Kris and Colt were no where to be found.
“Thank you, Jacob.”
I said before he closed the door.
“Of course, Luna.”
He said before he closed it and I started walking to the garden. Different people were walking around. Soome said hello and others were running like they were late for something. Hoping my face didn’t give away the fact that I just cried, I walked up to Cassie. She was sitting with her back turned towards me and drinking what smelled like lemonade.
“Hello.”
I said as I walked around her.
“Penelope! I am so glad you came.”
Cassie smiled warmly at me.
“Please, call me Penny.”
I said as I took my own lemonade and too a sip.
“Of course.”
Cassie smiled at me as fruits got brought out with different sandwich options. A cold noodle pasta and yogurt finished it off.
“Can I get anyone anything else?”
The server was someone that got brought over from the other pack and I hadn’t learned her name yet.
“I’m good, thank you. This looks delicious.”
I said as I smiled at her.
“I’m good as well, thank you.”
Cassie said. The girl bowed and walked away.
“Thank you for coming. We haven’t had the chance to actually sit down and talk.”
“Things have really been crazy lately. Isn’t today your move in day?”
I asked, suddenly remembering.
“It is. I am planning on doing that after this. I was hoping we would have been able to talk more before I moved but I’m just thankful to be here.”
“Of course. That was my intention but I will admit I have been struggling with it.”
Grabbing some fruit, I put them on my plate and took a sandwich. Cassie followed me.
“Can you tell me what’s bothering you?”
Cassie asked.
“I don’t honestly know. My entire life I assumed you and Zac were dead. Of course I always dreamed of meeting you and knowing who you were but I knew that was just a fantasy. Now that you are actually here, I am finding myself feeling more angry. M entally, I know I had a way better life than if you would have kept me. My head knows that. My heart can’t wrap accept that never once did Zac try to reach out to me or you. I want to be selfish and say you could have paid a guard or something to send me something but I know that isn’t realistic either.”
“If I could go back in time, I would have just taken you and ran with Zac. Honestly, I thought about it over and over again. Everyday I laid in that cell, my mind went to what ifs and eventually I had to forgive myself or I would have drove myself crazy. Seeing you… healthy and alive… I don’t regret giving you up. Especially when I lived almost twenty years in a cell. If we ran and we got caught, you would have begging for you to forgive me but I am forgiven myself. I’m not trying to be a mother figure to you but I would like the chance to get to know you.”
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“I’ll try. Honestly, I am so caught up with some other things that I’m not sure I have it in me to get emotionally invested in something.”
Cassie nodded her head as she took a bite of strawberry.
“What do you have going on?”
“I want my legacy of Luna to be about helping the kids that just need someone to believe in them. I am academically very intelligent but as a kid, I got into trouble. It wasn’t until Kris noticed me and gave me chance did I prove myself. I just needed her to believe in me. So, I build different programs to help kids. Regardless of age or problem, I want everyone to have a safe place to grow. Plus, we are building all these houses and navigating adding all these members to our pack. Then I have my luna ceremony I haven’t really touched and the Halloween party. When Colt and I mated, things were just getting started with Kris and Darin so I’m still trying to learn how to be a luna.”
I didn’t want to tell her anything about Vin. Like Jacob said, there hasn’t actually been a threat on my life.
“I love that. You know, when I was growing up, my dad had started something similar. Midnight Moon was once a happy place. Kids ran around, had pack BBQs and even held fighting competitions to encourage friendships. Dad had noticed smaller kids getting bullied and wanted a place for them to be able to train without being around the more athletic kids. He used to say that some people just need the extra help. Even if they weren’t warriors, average people could still stay healthy.”
“Oh, really?”
I asked, intrigued.
“He was very proud of it. Dad was a very proud man. Colt reminds me of him.”
Cassie was looking up at the sky.
“Probably more loving behind closed doors but very protective.”
“Colt is very protective.”
I agreed simply before putting some yogurt. into my mouth.
“Have you guys had any fights?”
Cassie asked before looking at me.
“Just petty stuff really.”
“Well, whatever it is, just remember that he probably has your best interest in heart. Dad would always do things I hated but looking back, he did them out of love.”
“Like what?”
I asked, more curious to learn more about him. or late
“Oh, little things like needing a body guard or eating all my green beans. When I got older, it was things like not going to parties. night events. ‘Nothing good ever happens after midnight.’ That is what dad would tell me. I used to get so mad at him and sneak out the window!”
Cassie laughed. I couldn’t help but smile at her.
“Did you get caught?”
“Every single time. It didn’t stop me though. However, it did get me a bad reputation. People assumed I was doing illegal thigs or whatever. They said I was making the alpha look bad. If he can’t contain his daughter, how can he control a pack?”
“Did you get punished?”
I pushed.
“Not in the physical sense. He would yell and say he is disappointed in me or he would make me do some manual labor. However, I was popular and my friends would come help me. Dad never did figure out how I managed to finish so quickly.”
“Was he strict?”
“Very much so. He would let loose every now and then but it was rare to get a smile out of him. People would tell me that he was friendlier before he was alpha. Still, he read books to me and would watch. move up.
“He sounds like he loved you.”
I concluded.
“He did. Still, he would often forget I had feelings and couldn’t just turn them off like he could.”
“What do you mean?”
I asked. Cassie got a sad look on her face.
“Dad wanted me to learn to fight and do some drills with the warriors. He would get mad if I cried or showed any weakness. He felt like I should have been able to take it in stride.”
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