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Harshly, I wipe them with the back of my hand. ” he is an idiot! I won’t cry over an idiot!”
But it hurts. It truly does.
Why can’t I be normal? That traumatic incident happened so far back in time, why can’t I bring myself to be normal?
I sniffle, and fan my face to stop myself from crying. I should be angry instead. How could Dad and Mom offer money to Henry? And how dare he take money to break up with me?!
I huff, putting my phone in my clutch. I pull the door to the club open and enter into the loud space again.
My ears ring with the sharp music and the stench of sex and sweat hits my nostrils, making me gag.
It was Hazel’s idea to bring me here to ‘celebrate’ my breakup. I am not really liking that idea anymore.
My eyes land on the brightly smiling girl who is sitting on a bar stool, waving at me enthusiastically. Judging by the flushed look on her face, she is already half drunk.
I shake my head, and stroll towards her. “We should head back now, Hazel.”
“Come on, Ayla. We are here for fun. You got rid of that scumbag, you should celebrate.” She shouts over the loud music and pulls me on the bar stool in front of her.
“Hazel.” I sigh.
“Pretty please.” She gives me a puppy look and slides a shot towards me.
I eye the liquor before meeting her pleading gaze. I can’t refuse her. She is the daughter of my Mom’s best friend, and my friend since she was born even if she is 4 years younger than me.
I pick up the small glass and gulp down the burning liquid. She claps for me and hands me another shot.
I lose track of time, and my senses, drowning myself in the alcohol. I shouldn’t care if Mom and Dad will be worried. They deserve this much rebellion for how they scared Henry away.
Here I was trying my best to get over my fear of a man’s touch and they ruined that chance for me. At twenty-two, I am still a virgin, without a mate, and without any knowledge about love. How much more pathetic do they want me to be?!
I huff, swallowing another shot. Hazel grabs my swaying hand and takes the glass away.
“It’s enough.” Her words sound muffled in my ears.
“You-said to-drink. ” I slur, before giggling.
I will go home so dead drunk that I will finally be able to lash out at Mom and Dad for ruining every chance at love for me. They can’t keep doing this!
I tap the island and shots appear non-stop. I down one after another, rehearsing my anger outbursts inside my mind but slowly, I am losing track of my goal too.
I want to get over this stupid heartache! What’s wrong with being free and wild? Why can’t Mom and Dad let me be?
“Do you want to dance?” Hazel shouts in my ear.
I nod, smiling from ear to ear. Oh, Goddess, I feel so out of my mind.
“I must- “I stumble to my feet.
Hazel snickers, rushing to the dance floor. Why must we follow the rules and go to the dance floor? Stupid people and their rules!
I groan, climbing the barstool on my wobbly feet.
“Ayla!” A familiar voice shouts my name but I don’t stop.
I push myself on the bar counter and sway my body to the loud beat.
MASSIMO
“So you are saying you successfully stole another project from that Alvarez? What are you trying to do exactly? Do you have something against him?” Dante laughs, taking his time to enjoy the news.
Standing on the VIP balcony in Dante’s Club, my eyes lazily scan over the crowd down on the ground floor.
Drunk people swaying their bodies, grinding against each other, making out. People heading over to the bar to drink some more. People throwing up-
Everything is normal.
Nothing is interesting for me to see anymore.
I feel so bored all the time.
“It’s nothing much. Alvarez is just set to lose a lot. He once took something from me and invited trouble back then. ” I state in a bored tone and glance at my only friend, Dante.
Sometimes, I wonder how we two are even friends. His personality is completely opposite to mine.
“And you took it to your heart?” Dante jokes and sips on his wine leisurely, his hand resting on the railing and his back facing the crowd.
“I took it to my mind. “I point toward my head and turn back to watch the crowd.
My unrestrained eyes stop at a woman dressed in a red short dress.
Her messy jet-black hair bounces over her back as she walks toward the bar.
When she turns around, I squint my eyes to focus on her.
She is tall and curvy. All those curves are in the perfect place. Her bow-shaped lips are painted red and her nose stands proud.
Her stunning silver orbs scan over the crowd, giving me a hint, that she likes to stay conscious of her surroundings.
I can’t help but lean in, resting my elbows on the railing to keep my eyes fixed on her.
Her eyes are the most captivating thing about her.
Knowledge, secrets, intelligence-Everything is there.
Suddenly, her scent dominates the stench that makes this place unbearable. Soft lilies and something feminine. My body freezes as my suppressed wolf tries to claw to the surface.
I find myself unable to look away, as I watch her closely. She is talking to another girl. When the other girl laughs, the girl in the red dress shakes off her head after raking her hand through her hair.
Mate. My heart misses a beat, leaving me leaning further in to memorize every inch of her.
I want to go to her, drag her to the nearest surface, and get inside her. I need to claim her and leave my mark on that pale neck. My wolf growls inside my head, my eyes switching colors as I almost lose control over my senses.
But I should stay and watch her for some time. I don’t want to scare her away. And why hasn’t she noticed me yet?
“He is here. “Dante informs me, but I don’t look away from her.