Filed To Story: A Sacrificial Lambs Unexpected Marriage
She struggled to sit up and lifted the blanket off the bed. Not wearing slippers, her bare feet rested on the thick, soft carpet. She wanted to find Raven.
After walking a few steps, she heard a small noise in the bathroom. She walked over, the bathroom door opened, and Raven was standing at the sink washing clothes.
The man was wearing a thin blue sweater, with dark trousers underneath. He is always the same. the simple and clean combination makes him handsome and stylish.
Next to the wash basin, there was a small pink basin. He was washing her underwear, soap bubbles flowed from his hands. There was a dim light in the bathroom, making his quiet figure look so attractive and lonely.
North’s cheeks felt wet. She reached out to touch it, tears streaming down her face.
She was already in tears.
As if having some premonition, Raven suddenly turned around to see her. He put down the clothes, washed his hands, stretched out his long legs, and walked over, “Why did you get out of bed? Aren’t your feet cold? Aren’t you afraid of catching a cold?”
He picked her up and placed her on the soft bed.
North lay on her back on the large bed. He reached for the blanket and covered her tightly.
frowning tightly, with a slight reproach in his gentle voice: “If anything happens, just call me. I’m just doing laundry. I’ll come down and cook dinner for you later. Let’s eat a little more and see if it’s okay…”
His voice stopped suddenly because a soft fingertip touched the middle of his frown, and her gentle voice echoed in his ear, “Honey, don’t frown.”
Raven was stunned, his dark eyes locked on her.
What did she just call him?
Honey?
Raven couldn’t explain his feelings. Should he be happy?
Yes, he should be overjoyed because they have been married for so long but she has never called him “honey”. This is the first time.
This “honey”
call finally came to him.
However, he wasn’t happy at all because her physical condition was getting worse. And her current improvement was probably more like… returning to the light…
North slowly reached out her two small hands, touching his handsome face. She frowned, her eyebrows full of pain: “Honey, why are you skinny? You don’t even sh ave.”
He still looked like the person she knew, but he had lost a lot of weight. The entire contours of his face were eroded, and on his lower jaw, there was a ring of beard that he hadn’t sha ved for a long time.
Raven reached out to touch her small face, his fingertips passionately caressing her still delicate skin. He approached her forehead and slowly kissed her: “Baby…”
He gently called her “baby”.
“Yes?”
She smiled back, wrapping her arms around his neck and hugging him tightly.
Raven kissed her from her forehead to her face. He hasn’t kissed her in a long time. He didn’t dare do it because he was afraid of offending her. He had been patient for a long time but couldn’t bear it now.
He found her soft red lips and kissed them tenderly.
North trembled her long eyelashes like a cat’s tail, gently closed her eyes, and responded to him.
At this moment, a dim yellow wall lamp illuminated the two of them. They didn’t say anything. just hugged each other tightly and kissed.
Not knowing how long the kiss lasted, Raven let her go and buried his head in her rosy neck, his strong arms wrapped around her shoulders, hugging her, so strongly that he wanted to rub her into his bones and blood.
“Baby, please don’t leave me…”
He rubbed his nose into her delicate skin, looking like a poor little animal flattering its owner’s paw. “Baby, I don’t know what to say anymore. I have no right to speak. up… I’m sorry to your father, mother, and brother. I thought about taking this one life to pay for their three lives, but I couldn’t bear to take my own life… Now I have a wife, a child, and a house, and I can clearly reach out for happiness. I really can’t bear to end my life…”
“Baby, I can’t bear to give up on you, nor can I bear to give up our son. Our family of three is related by blood. Without one of us, we can’t survive… I know I’m selfish. Besides apologizing, I don’t know what else to do…”
North buried her face in his neck, hot tears streaming down her face. She choked and said in a low voice: “Honey, I’m sorry. It… It really hurts right now…”
“Yes, I know. I know…”
How could he not know her pain? In the dream, she continuously cried and called her parents, begging them not to push her away. She asked her parents to take her away….
She was living in such suffering in this world and she wanted to be free.
She hasn’t eaten a single piece of meat in recent days. She is very thin. Before she got pregnant, she weighed 198 pounds. He weighed her this morning while holding her in his arms. She weighed nearly 176 pounds.
Just now she was standing barefoot on the carpet, wearing white pajamas. Her pajamas were worn loosely on her body. She was so thin that she could be blown away by the wind, even her delicate arms were covered in the purple blue color of the pinhole..
Her body was full of needle holes, there was no way to stop it. He could only watch helplessly as she was tortured and struggled.
“Baby, can you let me be selfish this time? You want to be free but I can’t let you go. I know I hold you so tightly that it hurts, but…”
“But, no matter how painful it is, I can’t let go of your hand. I let go of your hand once, and I don’t want to let go again…”
North’s weak shoulders trembled. She covered her face and sobbed: “Honey, I’m sorry. I’m really. sorry… I’m so hurt, so uncomfortable. I feel like I can’t bear it anymore.”
“Honey,”
Raven kissed her little face hard, “Honey, can you continue to hold me and our baby? Our baby is very healthy, he’s always here. Can you touch him?”
Raven took her small hand and placed it on her stomach.
His fingertips intertwined with hers, making her gently touch her belly.
North immediately burst into tears.
Raven leaned down and kissed her tears, kissing and muttering: “Baby, do you feel it? Our child wants to be born. He wants to come to this world… I also want to be a father, and in the future, I will definitely be a good father. Please take good care of him…”
“For the past few days, you’ve been in pain, and I’ve been in pain too. Every day you can’t eat, I can’t eat either… Every night you can’t sleep well, I can’t sleep either… When you’re sad, the next second I’ll feel like I’m so sad that I could die… I’ve never thought that life would be so difficult these years and that I would be on the brink of such despair…”
“But, we’re still here… so baby, I don’t want to give up on us. The baby and I both need you… can’t live without you…”
North cried and choked. She was confused and didn’t know what to say..
She was guilty. She should have apologized to her father, mother, and brother but she couldn’t bear it.
If she leaves, what should she do with the Raven left in this world?
What should she do with the baby in her womb?
In her nightmare, she punched her stomach with her fist, not wanting the baby anymore. She also reached out to push him away, not wanting him anymore. She couldn’t save herself, so how could she save others?
Raven covered her small face with both hands. Now her face is too small to fit in his hand. “Honey, don’t cry anymore, okay? I’ll consider it as if you promised me. I’ll bring you another bowl of noodles. Can you try eating some more bites?”
North looked into his gentle eyes. He’s been tired these past few days, and his bloodshot eyes. make her heartbroken.
“Yes.”
She nodded.
Delicious noodles were coming. North sat on the bed, Raven placed a soft pillow on her back.
He used chopsticks to pick up two noodles. Because they were still hot, he bowed his head blew on the hot air, and put them in her mouth.
North ate them, chewing slowly.
“Is it good?”
he asked.
North raised the corner of her lips, smiled gently, and said “Yes, it’s good.”
She swallowed.
A few seconds later, she frowned, her soft white hands touching her chest. This is a sign that she wants to vomit.
She bent down and wanted to vomit, but at this moment her small, soft body was held in the man’s arms, her red lips were blocked, and he kissed her.
North used her two small hands to hold the chest of his sweater tightly. When he kissed her, the seductive fresh breath flowed in, and the uncomfortable feeling in her chest eased. She closed her eyes and let him kiss her for a moment.
“Do you feel better?”
he asked.
“Yes.”
She nodded.
Next, he didn’t use chopsticks to feed her. He bit some noodles into his mouth and put them in her mouth, waiting for her to swallow them, not wanting to vomit before leaving.
She lazily leaned against the headboard, so sleepy that she couldn’t open her eyes. She was bewildered and let him feed and kiss her. When she opened her eyes again, it was the next morning.
North’s condition began to improve. She began to eat and drink and stopped vomiting, then she began to get out of bed and opened the curtains to bask in the bright sunlight.
Half a month later, her body recovered well, the child was still in her womb, but she still didn’t regain her memory and forgot everything.
A morning.
Raven was in the kitchen preparing breakfast then went upstairs to call North.
Halfway up the stairs, the bedroom door opened and she carried her bag and walked out.
Raven’s handsome face immediately revealed a smile, “H o …”
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