Filed to story: A Sacrificial Lambs Unexpected Marriage
After speaking, he grabbed her cold and soft little hand and pulled her away.
“Raven…”
Zhuri stopped him.
Raven stopped for a moment, using his cold bloodshot eyes to glance at Zhuri and Old Master Dominos, “North is my woman. I don’t like other people touching my woman, including you. This time you brought her here. Next time, it’s best not to do this kind of thing again. Otherwise, things. will end badly!”
Having said that, Raven and North quickly disappeared from sight.
Zhuri was so angry that her whole body trembled. Did Raven just… warn her?
Zhuri felt that the relationship between her and Raven was getting worse and worse. In his eyes, North seemed to have surpassed her.
Old Master Dominos had an unpleasant look on his face, too. Looking at North’s beautiful figure, his cloudy eyes gradually filled with fierce murderous intent.
Raven drove North back to the mansion. The two of them didn’t talk the whole way, and the atmosphere was dead silent.
The loss of the child brought the relationship between them to a freezing point.
North took a hot bath and then went to bed. She knew Raven was on the balcony. Since returning, he had been smoking there, one cigarette after another, wanting to use the smell of nicotine to numb his nerves.
Not knowing how long later, there was a noise from the balcony, then one side of her bed sank. He sat down, surrounded by the smell of cigarette smoke.
“You were conceived on your birthday?”
he asked.
North cowered under the blanket, not opening her eyes. She replied: “Yes, at that time I didn’t understand anything. I didn’t know I was pregnant. By the time I found out, I had already had a miscarriage.”
“Why can’t you have children?”
Raven asked while smoking. In the hazy blue smoke, people could see him frowning tightly, “You’d better tell the truth. I’ll send someone to check. If I find out you’re lying, you will die.”
“Oh, I went abroad and had no place to live so I rented a small room. The landlord thought I was beautiful, so one night, he snuck into my room and tried to rape me. I resisted vehemently and got hit in the stomach. When I got to the bed, blood started to flow…”
Many years had passed, and North could tell the story in an extremely calm voice: “It was night time. I lay alone in bed, bleeding so much, and the bed sheet suddenly stained red. The homeowner was so scared that he ran away, I couldn’t move. My stomach hurt like it was not mine anymore. Wet blood flowed onto the bed sheets…”
North’s voice suddenly stopped.
Raven blew out a puff of smoke, looking down at her. Her face was pale and almost transparent, he could see the thin blue blood vessels inside. She closed her eyes, her thick eyelashes trembling.
Raven couldn’t breathe. It was like a huge hand was holding his heart tightly. He had never felt pain like this. It was really painful.
“If you don’t want to say it, don’t.”
His voice was hoarse.
North opened her eyes. There was nothing in her eyes. No pain, no tears, and very empty. She continued, “Late at night, the tenant next door returned. She was an enthusiastic aunt. Seeing blood. flowing out the door, she quickly called the police so I was taken to the hospital; and the doctor said T had had a miscarriage.”
North placed her cold hands on her flat stomach, “At that time I didn’t know what pregnancy was. I also didn’t know the baby was in my belly. By the time I knew it, it was gone.”
Raven remembered that not long ago she complained of a stomach ache and asked him to rub her belly. At that time, he didn’t understand that she had his child in her womb for a long time. He also didn’t know that she and the baby had to endure such pain.
On her 18th birthday, he seemed possessed. She didn’t know she would get pregnant, but he, an adult man, knew this, but he didn’t use any contraception. He didn’t expect that she was pregnant. As soon as she grew up, she had his seed in her belly.
For the past two days, he had guessed something, but didn’t dare to think about it. He was uneasy. He constantly denied himself. This shouldn’t be like this.
He never thought about becoming a father.
However, his first child arrived.
His little life was once formed in her belly. It was the legacy of his flesh and blood.
“Is it because of that miscarriage that you can’t get pregnant again?”
He asked.
North nodded, “Yeah. I was too young at that time, the miscarriage and heavy bleeding, combined with the curettage surgery left me seriously injured. The doctor said I would never be able to get pregnant again.
She couldn’t get pregnant because of him.
Raven looked at her small face. This is the girl he held in his arms, loved and cared for for more than ten years. He never wanted her to suffer any wind or rain, but nonetheless he brought her a wound.
His fingertips ached, it turned out it was because he hadn’t smoked for a while and the red flame burned his fingertips.
Raven threw half a cigarette into the ashtray, then reached out and touched her small face.
North didn’t avoid it. She raised her small, wet face to look at him.
Time seemed to have gone back many years ago, when she was still a beautiful, innocent girl next to him.
Raven caressed her small face, complimenting her skin as smooth as egg whites. He pursed his thin lips and said in his deep voice: “It’s okay, North. We don’t need children. From now on, it’s just the two of us.”
He said that from now on there will be the two of them.
North lowered her eyes, burying her small face deeply into his palm. She was like a small cat, constantly rubbing her head in her master’s palm, acting both seductive and adorable. “But I want a child.”
She said softly.
Raven suddenly stiffened.
“You don’t want to have children, but I think it is a woman’s right and her choice.”
“Oriana has three children. Her pregnancy was painful but she was brave and strong because Deacon never let her go and gave her all his love.”
“There are so many people around Oriana. She has a mother who loves her, a strong father, friends, children and a family of her own. I think about when I got pregnant at 18, I had nothing. God, no one taught me girls should protect themselves. All I saw was sympathy, pity, ridicule and many unfriendly looks. I was not grown up yet but I had to become a mother. In just one night, my future and past changed. Half of my life was a big nightmare.”
“I really like children. Oriana’s three genius children are so adorable. I think if I give birth to a baby, he’ll be adorable too. If he’s a boy, he’ll be my little guy. If it’s a girl, she will be my little cute doll. I will be the best mother in the world. In the future, my child will be the best mother like me and will live a happy life.”
“But all of this is gone. I can’t have children anymore. No one knows how much I regret it.”
Raven felt his palms heat up. She was crying, her tears falling into his palm.
Before, Raven never thought that one day the girl he raised would bury her face in his palm, sobbing like a scarred animal, tears streaming down her face.
Raven finally learns that North hasn’t changed all these years. She is still the pure and beautiful daughter of the noble Paulo family, with love in her heart, always living in warm sunlight.
However, he reached out and pulled her into hell.
He always thought that if the Paulo family owed him money, she would be the one to pay the debt.
But now, his palm was hot, the pain was so much that he could hardly bear it. It was so painful that he wanted to let go.
“Brother -“
At this moment, North in his palm raised her eyes, looked at him with teary eyes, calling him “brother.”
Raven was so stunned that he forgot to react. At this time, North raised the corner of her mouth and said with tears: “Bro, I love you. Do you know?”
She said, bro, I love you, do you know…
Raven forgot to breathe and looked at her bewildered.
“Bro, I love you. I love you so much. I have loved you for ten years. If you ask me what my biggest dream is in this life, I will say to marry you, to be Mrs. Dominos, and bear you a child.”
“But you said status and children were beyond your imagination, so you see, you destroyed my dream with your own hands.”
“For ten years, you have loved me, you have protected me from dangers, but you have also given me a lot of suffering.”
“If this is your revenge on the Paulo family, then congratulations. You have won. You have taught me from loving to not loving. My heart is full of holes. I no longer have the courage to love.”
“Raven, from now on, I don’t love you anymore.”
Raven, I don’t love you anymore.
These words rang in Raven’s ears, his pupils suddenly shrank, and he was stunned.
Actually she loves him. He knows that.
However, he didn’t expect that at this moment she would personally tell him that she no longer loved him.
Many years ago, when he saw her in a red dress bathing in warm water in front of the Paulo family’s house, that scene became a ray of sunshine that he admired and wanted to keep in his heart.
She used to love him.
Now she has got all her love back.
Raven’s heart felt like it was torn in half, immense pain accompanied by panic and confusion, and he finally understood that he had lost her in that revenge.
His bright red eyes gradually became wet, and he suddenly felt like an abandoned child.
He comes from the dirty and despicable Dominos family and has never received love in his entire life. When he got her, he didn’t know whether he adopted her or she adopted him, a wanderer.
For more than ten years, she lived next to him, and he also had a family because of her.
Now, she declared that she no longer loved him, the things he tried to hold in his hands drifted away like fine sand.
He suddenly panicked, not knowing how he would live without her in the future.
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Raven stretched out his large hand, gently stroking her hair. He squinted his beautiful eyes, rolled his throat a few times, and said after a long time: “North, it doesn’t make any difference whether love me or not. Because from now on, I will still be by your side. No one else can separate us.”