Filed to story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
“I still need you.” I rubbed my cheek against his fur as I luxuriated in the softness of him. “I want you to hold me. I still need you.” I felt the rippling above me. He was shifting back to his human form as well.
“I still need you too, Riviana.” He had his lips right against my ear as he said that, the heat from his words tickling me just a little. I also felt his hands wrap around me and grip my breasts in his large, strong hands.
“Take me, Joaquin. Take me in your arms as I take you in my body.”
He lifted me up from the ground as he stood in one smooth motion. He turned me so that I was facing him, all the while walking forward until he could press my back against a tree. With that hard surface behind me and Joaquin’s hard body in front of me, I felt the excitement surge through me once again.
“Riviana.” He whispered as he pressed his lips against mine. That was the first kiss of this encounter, and it was so perfectly tender and sweet. However, the way that he slammed inside of me and thrust all the way to his hilt, that wasn’t so tender or sweet. It was hungry, needy, and felt so good.
“AHH!” I pulled away from him and screamed in pleasure.
Joaquin took me again, rough and hard as he held me against his chest. I wrapped my arms around his neck and gripped his shoulders as I held on. I dug my nails into his back and left proof of my pleasure there on his skin. Those marks would be gone soon enough, but it was still a hot and sexy reminder of what we had done, while it lasted anyway.
I was quickly approaching my climax again, long before Joaquin seemed to be. I came apart at the seams and had to remember how to move just so that I could hold onto him while he continued to thrust inside of me again and again.
I came again. And then again. By then I was boneless and limp in his arms as I continued to moan and scream in pleasure. My voice seemed to be one of the only things that was still working on my body. And as my body started to prepare itself for yet another climax, I thought that was going to be giving out on me soon enough.
This time, though, I felt Joaquin harden inside of me. He was reaching his end as well. He was thrusting harder, faster, and with more reckless abandon than before. I didn’t know how much longer that he had left, but I knew that I was going to climax before him, that was a given. And I did. Just a few seconds before him, but I still came before he exploded inside of me.
“Joaquin.” I called his name weakly as he pulled me away from the tree.
“Riviana.” He was breathing heavily as he whispered my name back.
“Let’s go to bed.”
He just laid down there in the forest, holding me against his chest as we drifted off to sleep. We hadn’t slept outside like this in a long time either. This was a day of reminiscing, wasn’t it?
“I love you, Joaquin.” I could barely speak as I drifted off to sleep.
“I love you too.” He kissed my head and that was all that I remembered.
We woke up exactly two hours later. I hadn’t slept long, but I felt a lot better. And my body was noticeably lighter and felt less tense. That whole encounter in the trees, was just what Joaquin and I had needed.
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Rika
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I was waiting in my room for my guard to show up. I was sure that it was going to be Lucas again. Westin, for some reason, had not been back to see me since the other day. When I went on my daytime date with Clovio, that was the last time that I saw Westin.
I hoped that he wasn’t angry at me. I had been a bit of a brat to him. As my little sister Talia was so very kind enough to point out to me. I had been behaving like a spoiled little princess that was allowed to do whatever she wanted and that the feelings of others didn’t matter to me.
She didn’t exactly say all of that, but I got the gist of it. I was being selfish, stupid and petty. And it wasn’t just toward my parents that I was being a brat. Or better yet, I was being a bitch. I had been a bitch to my parents, to my siblings, to Lyssa and, of course, to Westin.
In the past, Westin used to always be the guard to volunteer to take me to someone. He was always the one that wanted to protect me. I didn’t know if it had to do with me or if he was just trying to get on my parents’ good graces, but I knew that he was always there for me. I knew that he would protect me no matter what. He would come to my rescue if I needed him. He was there for me to talk to if I needed him. He was like a constant in my life. But not anymore.
…..
To be fair, I did tell him that I never wanted to see him again. Actually, my words to him had been something along the lines of- 鈥楽hut up! Go away! I don’t want to see you ever again.’ So, yeah, I can understand why he wasn’t all that eager to come and guard me after I was forced to stay home all the time.
I mean, I understood that he didn’t want to see me, but I couldn’t apologize for being a bitch if I never got to see him. I had to tell him that I didn’t mean it. When I told him that I didn’t want him to stop being my guard, I hoped that he would be relieved or even happy. I had truly grown used to his presence and it hurt me that he was gone right now.
Soon enough, I heard the elevator doors open down the hall. The sound of footsteps started to come my way. And soon enough the scent of the man reached my nose. It was Lucas, just as I thought that it was going to be. He was coming to take me to lunch.
We had all had a very early breakfast that was brought to our rooms, and then I took a nap because of the early start to the day. I was still scared as well, since Talia had woken us all up screaming and covered in blood. I didn’t know what had happened to her, but I wanted to find out. Hopefully, people will be a little more forthcoming with information than they had been in the past. I wanted to know if my sister was OK.
“Rika?” Lucas knocked on the door as he called out to me.
“Come in, Lucas.” I tried not to sound disappointed, but I know that I failed. I had absolutely nothing against Lucas. He was a great guard and was always there to help me as well. I was just a little upset that I wasn’t able to apologize to Westin. I wanted to clear the air with him.
“How are you feeling?” He asked me with a worried expression on his face.
“I am fine. I got up early, as you know, and then I took a nap. So, I am feeling a lot better than I was this morning. Is Talia doing alright? I know that she shifted and all that, but I am still worried about why she was screaming so much this morning. I..I want to know what she saw.” Talia was younger than me by quite a bit, so I was feeling a little jealous that Mom and Dad always asked for her help. I have magic too. Maybe not the same as she has, but I was still powerful in my own right. And I could learn to do more. I..I had just never really wanted to learn before.
“I am glad that you got some more sleep. I know that you needed it. Everyone is having a hard time getting the rest that they need right now, with everything that is going on in the city and around the world.”
“Is that why Westin hasn’t been back since the other day? He needed his rest?” I was hoping that was all that it was. I didn’t want to be told that he refused to work for me again.
“Uh..uhm, w..well-.” Lucas looked uncomfortable and didn’t seem to want to make eye contact with me at that moment. “I..I don’t think that rest had anything to do with why he-.” He stopped again. It was almost like Lucas just didn’t want to tell me what was going on.
“I know that Westin is mad at me, Lucas. The other day, when all of that stuff happened. Y..you know, th..the date that Lyssa and I went on with Clovio and Warrick. And then they were brought to the house to talk to Mom and Dad. Th..that was when I found out that Clovio and Warrick were lying to me and Lyssa. W..well, I uhm.. I..I said something mean to Westin. Something that I didn’t mean, but now I wanted to apologize to him. I wanted to tell him that I know that I shouldn’t have said those things to him.”
“Oh. Uhm..” He was still looking at me like there was an issue. I didn’t know what it was that he was thinking about, but I knew that it had to be something major. I mean, why else would he be looking at me with so much pity in his eyes? And what was the pity for? What was it that was going on? Did Westin quit? Did he never want to talk to me again? Had I ruined his career or something? What was it that was going on?