Filed to story: Sorry Alpha I Am Wolfless Novel
“Make love to me Joaquin, please.” She sounded like she was begging me.
“Sweetheart, you never need to beg me. I am yours. Always yours.” I was already putting action to words as I pulled the silky top off of her smooth, creamy white skin. Before I even realized it, my mouth was on her neck, kissing and nipping at her tender flesh as I pushed the silking bottoms off of her waist and down to her legs. This part was a little tricky and required some assistance from her, but we managed. However, she rose up onto her knees in the process and that put her breasts right into my face. I couldn’t help myself. I licked one peak before pulling the nipple into my mouth and suckling on her hard. That made my Little Bunny moan loudly.
With her now bare before me, it was my turn to disrobe. I pushed the shorts down past my hips and then used my legs to kick them the rest of the way off. I did all that while managing to keep my Little Bunny on my lap the whole time. She had never left me in this whole process, not for a moment.
Letting go of her breast, I grabbed onto my Little Bunny’s waist and guided her toward my very hard shaft. With a sweet kiss against her lips, I pulled her gently down onto me until I was all the way in and she was sitting on my thighs.
“Joaquin” She moaned my name as I entered her.
“It’s OK, Little Bunny. I’m right here, and I’m not going anywhere.” I kissed her again, gently and sweetly.
I may have been a little frantic and quick as I got us both undressed, but I knew that this moment between us needed to be tender and sweet. I knew that I needed to be gentle with her right now.
With my hands on her hips, I started to lift her off of me, pressing my ass into the mattress as I did so. Once I was almost out of her, just barely remaining in her tender, burning hot core, I pulled her back down gently.
I entered her again and again. Slowly and tenderly each time. I didn’t want to rush this. I didn’t want to hurt her or turn this into something frantic. I wanted to slowly enjoy this moment with her. That slow building passion that was well worth the wait for the final legs of the race.
I heard Riviana’s tender and soft moans as I gently made love to her. Lifting her off of me and bringing her down in a steady rhythming, rocking my hips as I went to add a little more sensation for her. Those moans that came rushing right into my ear as she pressed her naked flesh against my chest, they were perfect. The moans were like a song of the love that we shared for each other.
“Ahhh. Mmmhmm. Hahh. Nghahh.” These sounds, sweet exhalations of love, were as tender and sweet as the connection that we had at the moment. Even my Little Bunny’s hands in my hair were gentle and soft as she craved the feel of me more and more.
We had an unspoken agreement at the moment. One that we hadn’t needed to even think about. This union of ours was going to be one of tender love and sweet caresses.
As tender as it was though, I could still feel her body tensing with passion and pleasure. She was milking my shaft more and more with each gentle thrust into her hot sweet center. Her moment was coming, and so was mine. I wanted to keep going. I wanted to make love to her long into the night. I didn’t want to let her sleep, I wanted to keep her here like this on my lap for as long as I could. That would have been the ideal first night back home. However, I knew that I couldn’t do that. I knew that I needed to let her rest. I needed it too. That was why I stopped fighting my ecstasy that was filling me up.
After a few more moments, a few more thrusts into Riviana’s tender body, I felt her tighten around me almost excruciatingly tight. It was a slow and steady climax, but I knew that she had reached it, nonetheless. I held on for a few more thrusts, riding the waves of her pleasure and letting it intensify my own climax that came just moments later.
“Ahh!” She moaned into my ear as I pulled her toward me, biting the mark that I left on her neck almost twenty years ago. That spot on her neck where I told the world that she was mine and that she was off limits to them all. I flashed back to that night for just a moment. That first time that she had melted against me, that first time that I had truly felt her tender body against mine. Yes, I had carried her before then, but none of it compared to that night that I marked her as my own. That night was when I truly knew that I needed to have her. That I wanted her to be mine. Even if my brain was too stupid to realize it at the time, my heart and my body were already hers at that point.
“I love you, Riviana.” I whispered as I released her flesh from my mouth.
“I love you too, Joaquin.” She almost seemed to moan it in response, her body still twitching with arousal around my shaft. “I love you so much.”
I gently removed myself from her body and laid her on the bed next to me, still wrapped in my arms. I didn’t want to let her go, not for anything in the world. And when we drifted off to sleep, I was still holding her. She was still in my arms when I dreamt of the past. The first time that I bit her. The first time that I kissed her. The first time that I made love to her. All those memories of mine that were so happy and pleasant for me. They were the best fuel for dreams that I could ever hope for.
And the dreams didn’t end there. I literally relived the last twenty years with her. From the day of our first tense and rocky meeting to all the tense and scary moments that followed. I relived the days that all of our children were born and all the happy moments that we shared with our family. Being with my Little Bunny was the dream life that I never knew that I needed or wanted. And now that I have it, I never wanted to let anything take it from me. That was why I needed to put an end to all of these murders. We needed our peaceful and happy life back.
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Riviana
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I woke the next morning, naked and wrapped in Joaquin’s arms. It was such a normal way for me to wake up that I could almost believe that my life was normal. That there had been no murders. That there had been nothing that took me away from my children for the last couple of weeks. I could almost believe that nothing had ever happened. Almost.
The memories of the last month came flooding back as soon as the early morning sun filled my eyes. Still, I knew that I needed to be there for my kids today. I knew that I needed to be their mom and nothing else this morning. And that was why I pushed the thoughts away and pretended to be normal just for the day. I needed to let my kids know that they were my priority in all of this and that was why I left in the first place.
I showered quickly that morning. Even though I just took a shower last night. I had made love to Joaquin after my shower and needed another now. And of course, I had a very handsy Joaquin that seemed to have woken up in a very good mood. He just couldn’t seem to keep his hands to himself during the shower and I needed to yell at him and put him in his place so that we could finish the shower before the kids came running up the stairs to our room.
“Come on, Little Bunny.” Joaquin pleaded as he wrapped his arms around me.
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“No!” I snapped at him. “Bad dog. I need to get ready for the day. Bad puppy.” I splashed water in his face and laughed at him. “Come on, Joaquin, we’re home now. That means that the kids are all here. And I promised Zachary, Zander, Zayden and Zaley that we would have breakfast together and drive them to school.”
“Alright, fine.” He seemed to slump dejectedly as I scolded him. “I just started to think about when we were first together. How romantic and passionate we were. I miss how much we were together.”
“Joaquin.” I hugged him to me in the shower. “We are still like that, and we will be again soon, when this is all settled down. Just be patient.”
“Alright.” He nodded and kissed me quickly. “Now let’s get dressed before I throw you on the bed.” He laughed and turned off the water.
Several minutes later I walked down the stairs at the exact time that the kids were leaving their rooms for breakfast.
“Mommy!?” Zaley called out as she hugged me. “You didn’t leave.”
“I told you that I wouldn’t, sweetheart.” I hugged her tightly. “Come on, let’s go to breakfast.”
Zachary, Zander, Zayden and Zaley walked with us down to the dining room where I found Talia, Reagan and Rika waiting for us.
“Good morning.” Rika called out with a smile. “It’s good to be having breakfast together again.”
“Yeah, we’ve missed you guys.” Reagan added as he smiled at us. The two of them might be eighteen now, and in college, but they were still our kids and they still needed us. They weren’t completely on their own yet. I was actually kind of happy about that.
The laughs and smiles that I got from the kids over breakfast was like a medicine that was healing my soul. I hadn’t known just how much I was missing this. I had been so busy that I hadn’t really thought about what I was not getting every day. This here, this love and family time, it had been in such short supply during the investigation that my soul had suffered, and I didn’t even know it. I could feel it now though, as my soul healed little by little.