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I didn’t want to say that in order to hurt or kill, his new sister, I willingly went to those extremes. I already knew that he cared for her, and that would have gone over even worse to hear me say that. But from the expression on his face, I knew that he already suspected that was my goal in getting Justin to mark me, while still bound to her. I wanted to beg him not to reject me, that we could figure out a way to get me and Justin unbound, but I doubted that could even happen. We were both fully mated and marked, and the rumors of it would cause shame and judgment to Silver Blade. We would never live it down. My dad would kill me himself for doing it.
I was drawn to my mate like an invisible rope was pulling me to him. I wanted him, more than I have ever wanted anyone in my life. The worst part was that I knew that it was going to hurt me a lot more than when I rejected Marco, and I kept having to wait for it to happen. The agonizing slow wait for the tremendous pain that I knew was heading my way. It was nerve-wracking, and this was all Raven’s fault. If she hadn’t run over there, I would have never met him when he came with her to get the rejection complete. I was trying to figure out a way to talk to him privately, and convince him to give me a chance before he rejected me. I was OK with switching him and Justin out if he was OK with it. We just needed to figure out a way to get it done. I just needed time to contact an Elder to see if his marking me, would erase Justin’s mark on me. The other problem was Raven had just rejected Justin, so she couldn’t just mark him to erase my mark. That was why it was all her fault. If she hadn’t been so gung ho on being petty to him and rejecting him for one little mistake, she could have worked this out with him. I know she had a crush on him, the mate bond had to have still been there. I mean, technically his foot only slipped with me, he hadn’t slept with anyone else. She shouldn’t have been so heartless to him, he was her mate, and she should have given him another chance.
I would have loved to have ripped her apart for the situation that I was now in. I still feel a residual burning feeling in my heart from losing Carter. He was supposed to be mine, and because Raven was angry at Justin, I had to lose my mate forever. The day it happened I was so numb I wasn’t able to do anything. I was just in a state of shock. The next few days, I just went through the motions, and now a little over two weeks later I can see how my life will truly be, absolutely miserable. For the last three days all Justin does at me is glare, and occasionally answer the questions I give him. He doesn’t respond to me saying good morning, or good night. Oh, and he refuses to sleep in the same bed as me. As far as he is concerned, he is fulfilling his side of the contract. He actually read through it, and he seemed surprised that it so heavily favored the Sullivan family. Who did he think it was going to favor? That was a dumb assumption on his part. But he managed to find some loopholes in it, I found that out when I got a knock on my door ten minutes ago.
“Good morning, Justin,” I told him, even though I didn’t feel like greeting him.
“You can stop with any extra greetings, or comments to me. I do not want to interact with you, Reagan, the less I can, the better” Justin tells me as he brushes by me to enter my room.
“Why are you angry all of a sudden? I asked him, frowning at his bad attitude so early in the morning.
“No need to exchange pleasantries, Reagan. We aren’t friends. Also, it isn’t all of a sudden Reagan. Ever since I touched Raven I knew that I wanted to accept her as my true mate after feeling our bond. You knew that, so you and your dad forced me to come back here after I left to try to get Raven back. You threatened my family, so I had to return. But I just wanted to set a few things straight between us” Justin told me, and this is making me frown more. There is no room for conditions or allowances in the contract, so what is he trying to pull?
“What is it that you want?” I asked, thinking that it was going to be a new vehicle or a high-dollar item.
“I want you to know that I refuse to sleep with you again. It isn’t in the contract, neither is having children. Your coming onto me made me betray my mate. I wanted her, I needed her, and you forced me to lose her. You can’t sugarcoat it. This was no one’s fault but yours and Alpha Graham’s, as this is what you wanted. The only feeling I have for you now is hate. I will stay with you as a figurehead, and Alpha to this pack, but that is it. I am going to find a way to keep the pain of your upcoming betrayals from hurting me so much. I know you, so I am fully aware that you will find others to sleep with, I knew that it would be a matter of time before you did it anyway. I am going to get a witch to block my bond with you. I already know that in the long run, this will help me get past the pain that I know is coming. You are the worst type of person, and I cannot love you, no matter what you do. This relationship is NOT going to play out like you imagined it would. We won’t have feelings for each other. I will never love you, or have pups with you. If I could leave here with my family I would, as just the sound of your voice now disgusts me. I just want you to know that all your plans for us, do not exist. We are only together on paper, I refuse to be with you any other way” Justin tells me, and my knees almost gave out on me. I am already hurt from losing Carter, and now Justin is mad. Can I not be happy too?
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