Chapter 15 – Betrayed From Birth

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I brush her hair gently away from her face with my fingertips and I see just how gorgeous she really is. I have never been this close to her before, and she is just stunning, or it could be part of the mate bond driving me towards her. Her eyes are closed, and she looks like she is sleeping peacefully, but I know that her landing knocked her out. This is all my fault, and shame washes over me again.

“I told you that our mate would be perfect for us. You didn’t listen to me and now look at where we are. Our mate really hates us, and from what I am getting from her wolf, we will never be allowed to be with our mate. You have ruined everything, all because you wanted more. I guarantee you now, just like I told you when that hussy came with her offer, you should have waited for our mate. Now it is too late. I swear to you Justin, I will pay you back for this”

Lorne told me and then faded away to the back of my mind.

I can fix this. I used to catch her checking me out all the time when I was in my senior year. She was really pretty and very shy.

She never tried to talk to me, only stealing glances occasionally when she thought that I wasn’t aware of her looking at me.

Her blushing when she got caught was charming and sweet, and if she had been anyone else except who she was, I would have accepted her wholeheartedly. But she is an outcast, she is not worthy of me, and I cannot allow myself to be pulled down because I got dealt a bad mate. Reagan was right, we will have strong, attractive pups. We will run this pack well together, and that will be that.

Maybe Raven will stop being mad at me in a year. I am sure that I can make her see the value of maybe being my girlfriend. I had not thought about this before, but my running my fingertips on her face to brush away her hair is causing some very strong tingles to happen.

They are powerful and I cannot stop thinking about burying myself inside her to see if the tingles will be everywhere that I touch. I am getting hard just thinking about it, and I am glad to see that happen. When Raven fell from the tree, I instantly softened up upon catching her scent.

I couldn’t continue to have s*x with Reagan anymore, as I knew it was the wrong thing to do.

Reagan was really pissed off that I stopped.

It is almost like she wanted Raven to wake up from the pain that she would be experiencing from our having s*x again.

I started to make plans, maybe I can speak to Raven, take her for some coffee, and explain why it was better for me to the Alpha. Then I can explain how we can continue our relationship together, without anyone else knowing about it, especially not Reagan. Reagan will then be Luna, and that should keep her happy. Plus, I knew about how she was, she liked the company of men, and would not be satisfied with just me for long. She was only loyal to me right now because we have a deal, and until it is complete, she is going to be the perfect mate.

I am sure that the moment that the deal is done, she will probably go back to what she was doing before. A lot of other Alphas have girls on the side. Even her own dad uses some of the willing women here in the pack to ease his needs. But with them being sisters, I think their family might have a problem with it.

As long as I can trick Raven into doing it though, I am sure that I can keep it away from Reagan. I wouldn’t have to reject Raven, and we could sleep with each other and be treated to the powerful feelings that come with being with your own true mate. I feel my pants getting really tight and I need to calm down. I also don’t need Reagan to find out that her sister who is just lying here on the ground out cold, is turning me on like this. It will not go over with Reagan very well.

I may have to get Raven out of this pack, and maybe set her up in the human town in a nice apartment. I can take care of her, and we could have our own children. Maybe one day Raven and I could lead this pack. Especially after she has been gone for a while, and if her parents, and sister are gone.

“You really are an i***t, especially if you think that Raven will ever fall for that. Or sleep with you after she caught you sleeping with her sister. You will not be getting a second chance with her. Her wolf is strong and nothing I am saying is making a change in her opinion. You put your needs over ours. I don’t get it, we were totally together about staying focused on finding our mates. It is absolutely disgusting to me what you did. If it didn’t involve me being hurt in this too, it would almost be funny how bad you screwed yourself in this”

Lorne mindlinked me. I can feel his disappointment but what can I do? I had made the deal already, there is paperwork completed on it. My hands are tied right now, there is nothing that can be done about it, I can’t back out now.

“When she wakes up you need to reject her,”

Reagan said to me and that is all I can hear, repeating over and over again in my head. Lorne goes nuts and warns me that I better not. I am trapped. I don’t know what to do, and then I see Raven wake up. Seeing her beautiful eyes open I cannot look away. How did I not notice how beautiful she was sooner? The first thing she did is move back away from me, which hurts. I was worried about her when she got hurt. I made a mistake, that happens. I made a bad decision and now it is affecting us both, and our wolves.

I can hear Reagan yelling at her, but I am in a daze and not listening. Seeing her beautiful face, I wanted to mark her, not reject her. I cannot do this. I know I made a deal, but I am going to back out of it because I have changed my mind.

I cannot hurt my mate like that.

I will tell her what happened and hopefully, they will give me and Lorne another chance. We can leave this pack and go somewhere else, as long as we can stay together. We will be totally happy as long as we can get away from here.

I will tell her, and she and her wolf will be happy with us again.

I am going to choose her, I want Raven to be my mate. I am so thankful to the Goddess for giving her to me.

She is sweet and kind, and she would truly make the better Luna between her and Reagan.

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